Stories by suicide. tag
Alone
I've wrote on here before and it made me feel so much better. i've been self harming for the past few months and I finally found someone that I could trust, that I could talk to everything about and most of all cared about me...well at least I...
#1237 Read the full story - (Shared: 29/01/2012 19:40:43)
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I hate my life, and myself.
I don't even know where to start. I'm 13. I've attempted suicide many times before. I have a family history of bipolar and cancer and the bipolar is already affecting me. I get bad grades in school due to feeling worthless/hopeless, my hatred...
#1224 Read the full story - (Shared: 26/01/2012 21:41:53)
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Army
Think about it
Just take a moment to think about this- I, like many people on here have self harmed, stopped eating & tried suicide on several occasions but since 6 months ago, i realised that there are so many ways & times when we could kill ourselves & we...
#1164 Read the full story - (Shared: 26/12/2011 16:56:45)
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suicide
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anorexia
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think
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recovery
I can't deal with life.
For years I've had depression, and I really don't think I'll ever get better. I turned 18 today, and it's been the worst day of my life so far because I can't deal with all the pressures of school and family that surround me. I'm so fed up...
#1150 Read the full story - (Shared: 16/12/2011 21:26:23)
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depression
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suicide
hard
i just need to say it. its 4 months since i tried suicide and i selfharmed years before then but in pshe at school im in the group about mental wellbeing and today we had a lesson on selfharm suicide and depression and according to the teacher...
#1120 Read the full story - (Shared: 15/11/2011 21:00:49)
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depression
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helpless
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suicide
Compulsive Liar
I lie constantly to paint myself a nice picture. Truth is, I'm an anorexic who hates the way she looks. People talk about me behind my back, I know they do but I just pretend not to listen. People say I have the perfect life and that I'm really...
#1104 Read the full story - (Shared: 05/11/2011 18:30:41)
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anorexic
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suicide
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depression
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hatred
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Pain
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death
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hell.
Cut, cut, cut.
So I've been cutting for about two years, on and off. Whenever I start feeling better, start feeling happy a wave of sadness just drowns me. When this happens I all I can think about is death. But I hardly ever feel happy. I'm just like a ghost,...
#1096 Read the full story - (Shared: 31/10/2011 22:44:26)
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self harm
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self
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harn
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self mutilation
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Pain
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emotion
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unhappy
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teenager
Self-destruction is near the end
I have a plan,a plan to kill myself on Friday 2nd December 2011,it is my 18th birthday and my mum will be on holiday with my abusive step-dad. I have tried not to think about it but it's too hard in this world,with everyone expecting me to...
#1085 Read the full story - (Shared: 20/10/2011 10:23:32)
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my plan
lost
i tried to kill myself 4 weeks ago but it didnt work. now i cant talk to may friends and they dont understand and everyone keeps asking me why i did it but i cant talk to them. i want to cry the whole time, i just feel so alone :(
#989 Read the full story - (Shared: 26/07/2011 00:26:42)
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suicide
My Story.
Hi. I'm Katie. I'm 14. I cut myself everyday. I have voices in my head that make me. No, that's ridiculous. They don't make me - I'm just to weak to resist. They take over and leave me shaking and sobbing. They scream at me and tell me I'm...
#963 Read the full story - (Shared: 23/06/2011 19:27:42)
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Fear
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self harm
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voices
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suicide
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Help
Life's really getting to me
I'm simply getting sick and tired of living now. Music no longer distracts me. I've been hearing voices and seeing things for the past 4 years and it's getting to the point now where i can't take it anymore... My cutting is just getting deeper...
#962 Read the full story - (Shared: 18/06/2011 22:05:55)
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The end.
I don't know what to do anymore. I lied, the suicidal thoughts never went, now they're worse than ever, maybe its time for me to finally let go. I know how and where it will happen. Now just need the day. I self harm every fucking day and...
#961 Read the full story - (Shared: 18/06/2011 22:04:08)
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self harm
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voices
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depression
fuck this
fuck me, fuck my life. fuck everyone i know. why should i nhave to give a shit about what everyone thinks anymore, im doing this tonight because i dont deserve to live anymore, im such a shitty excuse for a person. you reading this and not...
#958 Read the full story - (Shared: 17/06/2011 20:22:13)
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self harm
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life
Stop the pain.
I'm going to commit suicide soon. I've been self-harming for three years since I was 13, and I just can't take it any longer. I hate life, and i shall embrace death with cold arms and a soaring heart.
#957 Read the full story - (Shared: 16/06/2011 10:00:06)
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death
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suicide
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Self-harm
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depression
yeah.
fuck this. i've got three packets of painkillers. a litre of vodka. i'm not doing this anymore.
#923 Read the full story - (Shared: 27/05/2011 23:33:02)
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self harm
What's The Point?!
Life is just really bad for me and has been for a while and I want to get better"/. I started self harming when I was 13 and I am now 14, I was having family problems and getting bullied at school so my so called 'best friend' told me when she...
#919 Read the full story - (Shared: 26/05/2011 20:02:07)
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suicide
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Hate
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Fear
Is it worth it?
I wrote a story on here not long ago called 'Life.' and just need to express more feelings. I feel even more alone than ever, I have stopped eating, I cut so deep into my arm I had to glue it together myself, I have taken overdoses. Nothing...
#917 Read the full story - (Shared: 25/05/2011 19:28:29)
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suicide
Suicidal
I have been suicidal for my whole life. I have been cutting myself for a while. I have almost killed myself many times before. Last night I hung myself. But, I was alive. I fell out of the belt that was holding me up. I hit my head on a painting...
#877 Read the full story - (Shared: 19/04/2011 22:41:37)
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cutting
15, and its getting worse..
im 15 now, and a few months ago things went really downhill for me. i used to be a cool kid in school, smart, and things were alright. then my paents started having all these arguments, and my dad scarted going crazy. he once walked into my...
#765 Read the full story - (Shared: 27/11/2010 10:35:27)
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self harm
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cutting
Theres got to be more to life.... right?
Like others my life hasnt been swell. My dad use to be agressive not to mention he left me when i was six just to have 2 kids with to different women (one even made my life a living hell) and marry some other woman,i have been bullied at 4...
#727 Read the full story - (Shared: 26/09/2010 00:28:22)
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Childhood
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personality disorder
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Hope
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cutter
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suicide
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future
in the sun
I'm such a coward, I can't even end it.
#670 Read the full story - (Shared: 28/06/2010 03:26:33)
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suicide
The one who never belonged... continued from life of a troubled kid
Currently, I'm twelve years old. The glass is half empty and my self esteem is at rock bottom. The christmas just gone I spent in phsychiatric hospital because I attempted suicide. Seriously, its not worth it.Suicide is a permanent solution to a...
#590 Read the full story - (Shared: 18/01/2010 21:12:21)
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Hope
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desperation
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die
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Pain
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love
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suicide
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immortal
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self-esteem
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phsychiatric hospital
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inspiration
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mental health
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hurt
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alone
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lonely
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loneliness
ARHH
My mum has got into a new relationship and we are up at his everyday and she doesn't have the money to afford it and coz I don't wanna go up there and move she calls it attitude and sometimes i feel like comiting suicide and ive moved so much my...
#577 Read the full story - (Shared: 16/12/2009 08:11:45)
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suicide
life of a troubled kid
My story starts at the age of six, my best friend was dead and I witnessed it all. I had no confidence in myself and I was so depressed. I yearned for a way out. There was nothing to ease the pain. I wanted to stop it, stop everything, I wanted to...
#573 Read the full story - (Shared: 07/12/2009 21:07:14)
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freedom
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destroy
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slash
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self harm
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suicide
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death
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overdose
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lonely or hope
I'll get there eventually...
I remember the first time I did it. I was young, and I was in that protective little bubble where before that the only thing that could upset me was mum telling me off for not saying please and thank you. The world had just started to get a bit...
#499 Read the full story - (Shared: 22/06/2009 21:03:35)
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true story
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The truth behind those glassy eyes people used to look straight through and ignore the pain...
Staring at the bright screen in front of me, it's not hard to remember at all. It caused me too much pain to ever forget. She caused me too much pain to ever forget. Looking back to before year 3, I never would've imagined my life turning out...
#353 Read the full story - (Shared: 06/08/2008 16:41:13)
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Pain
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bullying
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suicide
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overdose
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self harm
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bottling it up
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depression
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relapse
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learning
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Regret
Everything is wrong
I'm 13 years old and just finished my first year in Secondary school, and all I can think of most of the time is how much I hate my mum. Things are awful at home. My dad lives in England with his wife and her two sons and I hate her aswell. She...
#326 Read the full story - (Shared: 06/07/2008 20:09:00)
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Help
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problems
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alcohol
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suicide
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seperation
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bullying
From child to mother
My story starts when I was just a little girl. I started off quite shy and very sensitive so when I was subjected to an abusive stepfather from the age of 4 I became even more withdrawn. There was a constant tension in the house, and so I became...
#197 Read the full story - (Shared: 29/10/2007 23:58:04)
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Childhood
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autism
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depression
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self harm
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suicide
My messed up life.
Like every life, both good and bad things have happened to me. I grew up in a very stressful environment. The actual physical place was crowded and dank, and we were living amongst very hostile people. My brother and I grew up around violence...
#88 Read the full story - (Shared: 10/02/2007 01:42:26)
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Childhood
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now
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abuse
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suicide
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meds
Too lonely to live
I'm alone and unwanted. I have been for as long as I can remember. I always have been, I always will be. I've heard all the "someone for eveyone" lies, but isn't it funny how that particular platitude always comes from people who have...
#20 Read the full story - (Shared: 28/09/2006 20:09:20)
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i hate my mum
most would say that i am an average teen in an average family, well thats what it looks like. the thing is, i absolutely despise my mum, i actually feel physically sick when she is near me bcs i can't stand her. she is someone who thinks she is...
Read the full Story 25/04/2007 17:36:47
Too lonely to live
I'm alone and unwanted. I have been for as long as I can remember. I always have been, I always will be. I've heard all the "someone for eveyone" lies, but isn't it funny how that particular platitude always comes from people who have...
Read the full Story 28/09/2006 20:09:20
So what is my story?
I have been struggling with my life for just over 31 years. More recently I am seeing friends getting married and starting families while I am still single. I have been getting tired of all the comments and have felt like the male Bridget Jones...
Read the full Story 01/08/2006 21:56:27
Feeling lonely and pathetic
Hi there, I am a 39 year old man. Having read the postings on this site, I feel my story is slightly different. Many of the contributors feel trapped in families or jobs, whereas I feel I cant even get that far. I have never been loved, or know...
Read the full Story 24/09/2006 19:44:28
i hate my mum
ever since my mum and dad split up my mum has been makin my life harder and i dont have the guts 2 run away or move out. i get the blame 4 every thing and i when i say any thing back she just hits me and shouts at me. feel like killin my self...
Read the full Story 18/03/2007 19:44:29