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Scars

My scars are fading I want them back. I haven't cut in ages. But I can't do this anymore. I've been strong for too long. I need to let go.

#4770 Read the full story - (Shared: 30/08/2014 05:47:49) Comments: 0
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Self harm

Hi,I'm 14 I started cutting when I was like more than a year ago and it's very hard for me because some times I just wanna roll my selves up and just let fresh air get in them,I don't want to seem like I'm doing it for attention. Plus I'm a...

#4350 Read the full story - (Shared: 21/04/2014 01:54:50) Comments: 3
Tags: self harm - suicide

Self harm

Hi,I'm 14 I started cutting when I was like more than a year ago and it's very hard for me because some times I just wanna roll my selves up and just let fresh air get in them,I don't want to seem like I'm doing it for attention. Plus I'm a...

#4349 Read the full story - (Shared: 21/04/2014 01:53:17) Comments: 0
Tags: self harm - suicide

Self harm

I'm 14 and I've been self harming for 3 years, I've tried to kill myself several times but have sadly failed. My life usedto be worse in a way but now it's just full of lies and I wish I was dead tbh. I'm thinking about killing myself and I...

#4348 Read the full story - (Shared: 20/04/2014 21:46:20) Comments: 4
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Giving up

My name is rhianna. I been self haming for a few months. Its eems like people are giving up on me and im giving up on life. I really need help or just a freind.anybody.

#4295 Read the full story - (Shared: 07/01/2014 13:01:52) Comments: 7
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giving up

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#4281 Read the full story - (Shared: 30/11/2013 07:35:22) Comments: 2
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I want to do it kind of

OK I'm not sure how to explain this but I kind of want to self harm, I already do I'm afraid but I mean like really badly like cutting deeper but I don't know why? I know its wrong and dangerous but the urge keeps coming, I feel like I can only...

#4054 Read the full story - (Shared: 23/09/2013 02:08:51) Comments: 5
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am the girl that people look and think she is fine when am not?

hi am courtney,i have self harm for the past year now am the girl that is so bad at school and says she dusnt care avout school but realy that wear i can just get away from it all my mum is my world and i hate seeing her cry she alway let's me am...

#4052 Read the full story - (Shared: 20/09/2013 23:49:34) Comments: 8
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Guys self harm too

It seems like everyone on here who self harms is a girl. Or gay. Straight guys self harm too. I do. But it seems like if you cut, you have to be gay or something. I hate it. If for some reason a straight guy struggling with self harm reads this,...

#3778 Read the full story - (Shared: 25/08/2013 06:36:26) Comments: 7
Tags: self harm - guys

Scared :(

I dont know what to do anymore. Sometimes i want to cut and sometimes i dont. But recently i've been believing im better off dead then alive. Right now im under alot of pressure and stress bc soon im going to be in year 10 the most important year...

#3777 Read the full story - (Shared: 24/08/2013 00:19:44) Comments: 6
Tags: self harm - advice - dont know what to do

I dont even know anymore

Everything hurts so much, I feel like I cant even breathe. I havent cut for just over fivemonths but I feel like I need to again. I been through bad times before but never this bad. I dont know if I can do it anymore I just want to die. All my...

#3776 Read the full story - (Shared: 23/08/2013 10:29:35) Comments: 7
Tags: sixteen - self harm - hurting - suicide

On the road to recovery...

I started to self harm about a year ago, I have never been abused, raped or had a traumatic event like someone dying in my life. I haven't even had a boyfriend who could hurt me yet I still self harm. I knew from the moment I started to cut my...

#3775 Read the full story - (Shared: 19/08/2013 01:29:17) Comments: 12
Tags: self harm - On the road to recovery...

why I do it

Hello my name is kelsey I am 15 I have been selfing sinces I was 11 I got raped on my 11th brithday I didn't tell anyone but when I did know body beleived me so I started self harming I started off not that deep then I got deeper and deeper then...

#3773 Read the full story - (Shared: 15/08/2013 02:09:32) Comments: 9
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Help

In short I'm a 14 year old Indian girl who is put under pressure by parents, I don't want to go to a counselor, I cut myself and despise my own person. I am so close to comitting suicide I don't know where to start with it but I know I want to....

#3747 Read the full story - (Shared: 24/06/2013 18:26:05) Comments: 10
Tags: pressure - suicide - self harm

My self harm

My name is Shannon Henchy, im 14 and I'm bisexual, I self harm and I've overdosed, I have been selfharming for 4 months now, I've been getting bullied for as long as I can remember, I've only recently came out as bisexual and Ive been getting...

#3746 Read the full story - (Shared: 23/06/2013 09:23:55) Comments: 11
Tags: self harm - bisexual - kik - overdose

Anxiety

I started cutting about two months ago an the urge to grab something sharp hurts alot. I cut because of my severe anxiety and depression an felt the need to cut. So I did. I'm really ashamed of it but the stinging pain is just too comforting to...

#3742 Read the full story - (Shared: 17/06/2013 06:15:43) Comments: 2
Tags: self harm - depression - anxiety

Self harm.

I've started to self harm, because this girl hasn't been been very nice to me, she's made me feel worthless, and she laughed at me because I went to a funeral :( so I feel so alone and worthless, like nobody cares about me:(.

#3739 Read the full story - (Shared: 10/06/2013 19:45:31) Comments: 4
Tags: self harm - worthless - upset - lonely

self harm depression

i come home to yelling screaming fighting people throughing stuff. i am diagnosed with ADHD, ADD, ADE, OCD. I was also diagnosed with bipolar and anerixic. i get bullied and abused from people and my parents i get made fun of because of me having...

#3602 Read the full story - (Shared: 13/05/2013 16:11:03) Comments: 3
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I self harm and I cant stop

I am 14 and I ,self harm, and have done for 3 months now, I have been bullied continuously for about 2 years now and it just got too much for me, so I started cutting, I did it once and I just got 'addicted', I now do bigger an deeper cuts...

#3598 Read the full story - (Shared: 08/05/2013 22:30:29) Comments: 7
Tags: self harm - kik

help me

Ive been self harming for about 8 months now and i keep trying to stop but i find it so hard, nobody understands what im going through and nobody knows, but when i hear people talk about how stupid they think it is it makes me feel down and feel...

#3589 Read the full story - (Shared: 29/04/2013 20:32:09) Comments: 4
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I cut, No one knows

I self-harm I do anything to make myself feel better about everything. I know its going to sound stupid but I feel that I get bullied by my family mostly my brothers and sister, I never thought getting bullied by your siblings is possible but now...

#3501 Read the full story - (Shared: 02/04/2013 20:51:06) Comments: 11
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my story

I self harm and have been for awhile. I was sexually abused as a kid. Cutting somehow feels as though I'm not harming me,I'm harming him. It feels like it's a his body not mine so therefore I take out my anger on me. I hate it,the cuts are...

#3485 Read the full story - (Shared: 29/03/2013 20:23:45) Comments: 10
Tags: Cut - self harm - abuse.

I Wish I Could Change But I Can't

Hi i am 16 and sometime i wished i was different but i can't. i'm stuck and don't know what to do and stuck in this world with my family who make me feel strange and different.So i cut my self, sometimes i wished i could stop but i can't...

#3465 Read the full story - (Shared: 18/03/2013 11:15:27) Comments: 7
Tags: self harm

Self Harm Awareness Day

Happy Self Harm Awareness Day everyone! Please, don't cut if you are stuck in the cycle. You're worth it, and you're beautiful. I love you.

#3460 Read the full story - (Shared: 01/03/2013 22:45:22) Comments: 4
Tags: self harm

Things are getting worse.

So it seems I'm making this a regular thing. Today it took all my willpower to stop cutting, it started with just one and ended up with over 20. It's so addictive seeing the red line of blood fill the crease the blade makes. I want help but...

#3418 Read the full story - (Shared: 10/02/2013 14:20:18) Comments: 10
Tags: self harm - depression - cutting - Hope

Stopping and Starting

My family found out i self harm about a year ago. They were really upset and told me to stop, i managed about a month and started again. I haven't told them this because it would upset them again. I'm not sure what to do now i tried councelling...

#3395 Read the full story - (Shared: 30/01/2013 00:11:10) Comments: 5
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Self harm

I am 14 and started cutting 4 months ago. A lot of things have happened in my life that I won't get into, but I know this is why i do it, and no one seems to undrrtand how these things have affected me.I feel to isolated from everyone else, and...

#3383 Read the full story - (Shared: 22/01/2013 20:26:07) Comments: 13
Tags: self harm

What self harm is to me

I started selfharming when I was just 13 but stopped after a while until I was 17. I don't show anyone my scars and if anyone see's them I make up an excuse so nobody knows the truth. I always want to do it, it makes me happy and I see it as a...

#3379 Read the full story - (Shared: 15/01/2013 01:12:39) Comments: 6
Tags: self harm - Cut - depressed - art - happiness

scared and angry

Well am a 16 year old girl and well am quit scared of going balk to skl as before i left i finaly amited to my friend that i was cutting and that so many bad thing was happening that i was ready to give up on life and i talked to pupil suport and...

#3350 Read the full story - (Shared: 29/12/2012 01:23:47) Comments: 14
Tags: self harm - scared - angry

I Cut

I relapsed after almost 4 weeks of being clean of cutting. And then I cut again two or three days later. I'm so sick of being trapped in the cycle of it.

#3348 Read the full story - (Shared: 28/12/2012 03:20:29) Comments: 2
Tags: self harm - relapse

agghh another day

So todays another day i wake up hating my life self harm is a big part in my life and has been for years its what keeps me happy when am sad and depresed i feel so alone none of my friends know what i do and the crap i take at home sometimes i...

#3338 Read the full story - (Shared: 14/12/2012 00:54:26) Comments: 12
Tags: deprested - alone - self harm - suicide

just my fault

So i have self harmed for a year and a half i started because of bulling at school people say its coz am fat and i dont have any confadance to say anything to them but they would say hurt full things to me and make me leave my classes crying. My...

#3335 Read the full story - (Shared: 13/12/2012 01:02:16) Comments: 6
Tags: self harm

why?

I started cutting myself a year ago. I managed to stop for a while but have started again and it is getting deeper and more often. I'm scared and I don't know why I do it. I get upset and before i know I am doing it again, and when I have...

#3316 Read the full story - (Shared: 30/11/2012 18:50:06) Comments: 2
Tags: self harm

Pimple Girl

hi im a 13 year old girl and i always get teases at school for having a pimply face, its always the popular guys that tell me they say * you need to get some proactiv, or they say i didn't know chickenpox lasted forever.... i get so weak and i go...

#3312 Read the full story - (Shared: 27/11/2012 06:47:17) Comments: 13
Tags: pimple - self harm

i need advice

hi im 13 years old and my best friend self harms and she tells me that one day she is gonna wake up dead and today she told me she won't be here tomorrow I'm kinda really freaking out i have no idea what to do or how to comfort her and she sits...

#3310 Read the full story - (Shared: 26/11/2012 06:13:49) Comments: 10
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When Everyone makes you do it.

I used to self harm because I used to get bullied and verbally abused at school. My parents didn't understand what was happening and heard stories of me retaliating to my bullies, they used to smack me and shout at me for doing it, but they...

#3295 Read the full story - (Shared: 10/11/2012 18:22:29) Comments: 3
Tags: self harm - mother - Dad - mental - Help

not again

A year ago I started self harming. First they were only small razor cuts, I thought I'd be able to stop, but then I started collecting blades, they got deeper and deeper and now I have scars on my arms, hips, wrist and stomach. I remember being...

#3262 Read the full story - (Shared: 30/10/2012 10:48:25) Comments: 18
Tags: self harm - Paranoid - voices

Someone please...

Someone please help me, I'm afraid I'm going to sit in my bathroom and cut myself to death and hit a vein or something. I'm so scared and I don't feel safe in my home anymore. My parents verbally abuse eachother and threaten to all the police...

#3256 Read the full story - (Shared: 24/10/2012 18:49:41) Comments: 10
Tags: self harm - Help - scared - death

A depressed emo nerd

Hi. I used to self harm a lot, and tried to commit suicide. My best friend talked me out of it. now shes moved schools and my otherfriends arent going to do anything. They teased a couple of times until i got a pair of compasses and proved it in...

#3241 Read the full story - (Shared: 19/10/2012 23:46:44) Comments: 10
Tags: self harm - depression - Help

A depressed emo nerd

Hi. I used to self harm a lot, and tried to commit suicide. My best friend talked me out of it. now shes moved schools and my otherfriends arent going to do anything. They teased a couple of times until i got a pair of compasses and proved it in...

#3240 Read the full story - (Shared: 19/10/2012 23:44:28) Comments: 2
Tags: self harm - depression - Help

self harm..

I am 18, Female. I have been cutting for 3 - 4 years. My cuts are really bad, i have scars all up my arms and leg. 2 and bit years ago i met my girlfriend, we are engaged and happy but she has recently told me if i cut again she will leave me....

#3223 Read the full story - (Shared: 06/10/2012 03:06:06) Comments: 3
Tags: self harm - cutting - suicide

New start, right? Wrong. - Sparky

2/3 weeks at uni and I've already cut twice. I'm waiting for this guy to ask me out but the second he sees these cuts I know he'll back off. I really like him but self harm is more important, I can always rely on it and it wont just fuck off...

#3222 Read the full story - (Shared: 05/10/2012 23:46:33) Comments: 4
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Cut

I want to cut. My chest hurts, my head hurts. I've been clean of cutting for exactly 1 week and 1 day. But I need it. I want it. Help me stop. I can't stop. I want to look back on this, when I'm older, and say I was strong enough to stop. I'm...

#3220 Read the full story - (Shared: 03/10/2012 01:20:26) Comments: 3
Tags: Cut - self injury - self harm

My Life Sucks

Well it all started (me cutting myself) when I was 15 im 17 now and i still cut to this day and it kills me i hate that i do it no one knows but my best friend and i dont know ho to deal with this i dont have no one to talk to about it and ive...

#3174 Read the full story - (Shared: 12/09/2012 23:59:44) Comments: 3
Tags: self harm

I don't know what to do

I have only cut a couple of times but I feel that I need to right now. I really need some advice because I don't want to harm!

#3172 Read the full story - (Shared: 10/09/2012 21:56:54) Comments: 6
Tags: self harm - suicide - depression - lost

My stupid life

I was cunfused I was lost for my whole life. This never went good, never once have I been happy, never had a true friend, everynitght ever since I was 6 I cry myself to sleep, I cut every week 2 times I've been into a mental institute 4 times in...

#3155 Read the full story - (Shared: 02/09/2012 01:12:55) Comments: 10
Tags: depressed - self harm - Hate - nothing - lost - bye

Past Two Days -nonamenikki

They have sucked majorly. Yesterday, it was a Monday.. Monday's are always bad. But I was thinking about how the guy I like and I haven't talked in a day or two. It made me think crazy things.. Looking at a bottle of pills "how many does it...

#3147 Read the full story - (Shared: 28/08/2012 22:13:23) Comments: 2
Tags: lonely - hurt - Confused - guys - depression - self harm

Self Harm

I am bullied I am Bi-Sexual I am Depressed People say i self harm for attention. They bully me for it. Do they really think it helps to be victimized for my choices. If they stopped i might be able to stop. But they won't. Feel the same?

#3110 Read the full story - (Shared: 07/08/2012 21:27:36) Comments: 11
Tags: self harm - Pain - depression

Can't Tell

I wish I could tell my best friend about my cutting. But the last time I told her something (I'm allergic to nuts and I told her I almost purposely ate a Reese's...to kill myself) she got mad at me for not telling her sooner. So I feel like if I...

#3096 Read the full story - (Shared: 25/07/2012 17:27:53) Comments: 11
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nothing works

So I'm 15 years old and I self harm almost everyday, my mum found out and took me straight to the hospital now I have to do counselling blah blah blah, nothing seems to be working I feel like I've reached the end, all I think about is dieing...

#3089 Read the full story - (Shared: 15/07/2012 21:30:04) Comments: 18
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A L O N E

do you feel alone? like you have never fitted in? like you cant make friends? ect. well? ... thats like me. i have depression, social anxiety disorder + i self harm. often. i thought i could never get help, i never had hope. i didnt know...

#3077 Read the full story - (Shared: 04/07/2012 02:01:37) Comments: 5
Tags: self harm

Thea Evans; My Story.

do you feel alone? like you have never fitted in? like you cant make friends? ect. well? ... thats like me. i have depression, social anxiety disorder + i self harm. ofetn. i thought i could never get help, i never had hope. i didnt...

#3076 Read the full story - (Shared: 04/07/2012 01:55:20) Comments: 2
Tags: self harm - Bad thoughts - being alone - lost all hope Thea Evans

self harming?

Whar is self harming really, how do you do it?

#3042 Read the full story - (Shared: 18/06/2012 21:11:39) Comments: 15
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I did a bad thing -Sparky

My boyfriend leaves knives around his room (he uses them in his work to cut open boxes and stuff). I took a blunt(ish) one and was "playing" with it whilst in his bed last night and he was cuddling me. I felt guilty so I gave him it back and...

#3038 Read the full story - (Shared: 16/06/2012 09:39:56) Comments: 5
Tags: self harm

I'm going to take a moment & say thanks to everyone in this.. -nonamenikki part 2

I would also like to thank my friends. Even though I only told a few of the trusting ones, it still helped me through it. Even though last night I went through an episode of triggers and didn't talk to them, I still thought of them & their...

#3023 Read the full story - (Shared: 12/06/2012 13:55:18) Comments: 2
Tags: self harm - thanks - depression

I'm going to take a moment & say thanks to everyone in this.. -nonamenikki part 1

I want to first thank God. I may not be the top notch Christian I want to be, but he has helped me through my self harm and depression. I may have not realized it at the time, but I do now. I'm not sure if this is the correct way to thank him for...

#3022 Read the full story - (Shared: 12/06/2012 13:50:40) Comments: 1
Tags: thanks - self harm - depression

I'm back - Isabel

My name's Isabel, I used to post here a lot, but it triggered me so I stopped. It's even a few months now and if anything I'm worse, my cuts are deeper and I do more than one each time. I last cut nearly two weeks ago but I'm feeling...

#2971 Read the full story - (Shared: 19/05/2012 20:45:45) Comments: 15
Tags: cutter - self harm - Cut - Isabel

Getting help

Ive been self harming for around 6 years now on and off. Ive eventually plucked up the courage to go and get some proper help, The doctors confirmed i was depressed and im now on pills she knows i self harm and so does my girlfriend and since ive...

#2957 Read the full story - (Shared: 11/05/2012 15:55:03) Comments: 5
Tags: self harm - dissappointment

I love you, Ben

I've been w/ my bf for 5 months & i love him, he made me happy when nothing else did. i love his eyes, i love his smile coz it makes him look like a boy. I love his laugh & his voice. i love how he is w/ & i love how hard he works. i love how i...

#2935 Read the full story - (Shared: 23/04/2012 19:50:31) Comments: 6
Tags: love - suicide - self harm

Relapsed

I had gone just over 6 weeks without cutting myself, I know it doesn't seem that long but it took a lot of will power and strengh to get me there. Yesterday I cut for the first time since and I just feel ashamed and I can't tell my friends that...

#2918 Read the full story - (Shared: 16/04/2012 18:27:18) Comments: 15
Tags: self harm - cutting - Ashamed

self harm

Okay soyesterday was the first time that I cut myself-atleast I tried to. I got into a fight with my mum, I was angry and crying and the scissors were just there. Now I have a few bruise things?idk. This sounds kind of sick, but it felt good when...

#2916 Read the full story - (Shared: 14/04/2012 22:31:42) Comments: 10
Tags: self harm - ameliaP

my mom!!!!

im 18 and been self harming since i was 13 and today my mom tell me to keep my arms clean it just annoyeds me how she say these things!!

#2915 Read the full story - (Shared: 12/04/2012 17:33:36) Comments: 3
Tags: self harm

5 weeks

Its been 5 weeks since the last time I cut, its been hard but I know that its worth it. If anyone else on here is struggling with self harm you can always talk to me and i'll try and help you:) -Letty xx

#2898 Read the full story - (Shared: 05/04/2012 17:46:27) Comments: 17
Tags: self harm - cutting

My self harm story

Im 13 and I have started self harming because my mom and broke up my mom has tried to kill her self many times but I hv always kept her going my dad I HATE my he abused me 4 to long :( . Had chronic depression 4 three years. :(

#2896 Read the full story - (Shared: 04/04/2012 13:35:48) Comments: 109
Tags: self harm - depression - Childhood - abuse

My self harm

Im 13 and I have started self harming because my mom and broke up my mom has tried to kill her self many times but I hv always kept her going my dad I HATE my he abused me 4 to long :( . Had chronic depression 4 three years. :(

#2895 Read the full story - (Shared: 04/04/2012 13:33:59) Comments: 1
Tags: self harm - depression - child hood - abuse

how do I explain?-Letty

Today I was walking my dog and my sister saw the scars on my arm, she asked me what they were and I said nothing it doesn't matter. She then asked if I was cutting myself again and I said yes but it doesn't matter now because I don't do it...

#2878 Read the full story - (Shared: 28/03/2012 22:27:58) Comments: 10
Tags: self harm - silence

why do i feel this way?!

I self harm but i'm trying to stop, i've gone 13 days since the last time I cut but I really need to do it and its killing me. The urge is so strong I tried to make myself throw up instead but thats left me with a really sore throat and a...

#2811 Read the full story - (Shared: 14/03/2012 22:22:47) Comments: 8
Tags: self harm - throw up - counsiler

Stay Strong

I self harm and that's just how it is.† I think I've been depressed since I was about twelve.† When I was twelve my "best friend" got me in major trouble at school for abusing her. I started being really depressed then. She was...

#2804 Read the full story - (Shared: 11/03/2012 23:24:12) Comments: 18
Tags: Stay Strong - cutting - self harm

help!

Ive been self harming since i was 12 i do it when i get angry even when the slightest thing annoys me its on my arms and my belly my cuts have never been really deep. I dont know if i should tell my parents but if i do it will just upset them??!

#1427 Read the full story - (Shared: 11/02/2012 21:48:11) Comments: 14
Tags: self harm

i don't want to go back

hi, i used to self harm, i stated cutting when i was 12. it went on until i was 16, am now 19. at that time i had severe depression, i thought i had got better, i was happy for about three years. but now i keep feeling that familiar pain of...

#1264 Read the full story - (Shared: 06/02/2012 12:12:37) Comments: 3
Tags: self harm - depression

cutting myself

I'm 13 and have started self harm I have sever depression and am having help with it form my school but only one person knows about my cutting she's my best friend she promases she won't tell any one and I trust hEr she's a really nice person...

#1256 Read the full story - (Shared: 03/02/2012 21:24:59) Comments: 10
Tags: self harm

Suicidal

im suicidal. i want to die more than anything. I'm stuck in a bad relationship where theres fighting everyday and i hate it but stay in it because I'm in love. I've been cutting for over a year now. I'm anorexic and bulimic. I've been...

#1247 Read the full story - (Shared: 01/02/2012 21:15:46) Comments: 13
Tags: self harm - cutting - suicidal - anorexia - bulimia - depression - BPD - Help

Suicidal

im suicidal. i want to die more than anything. I'm stuck in a bad relationship where theres fighting everyday and i hate it but stay in it because I'm in love. I've been cutting for over a year now. I'm anorexic and bulimic. I've been...

#1245 Read the full story - (Shared: 01/02/2012 21:15:44) Comments: 5
Tags: self harm - ] cutting - suicidal - anorexia - bulimia - depression - BPD - Help

better days

I've been cutting for a few months, and it's been my way of coping I suppose when I feel down for various reasons. I'm trying to stop now because i don't get upset anymore like I used too and i'm much happier.I'm now in a relationship with...

#1243 Read the full story - (Shared: 31/01/2012 20:42:17) Comments: 6
Tags: self harm - cutting - happier - Help

bridges

I've had this dream every since i was little, its the most terrifying thing I've ever experienced and i have to go through it several times a week.I'm running across a bridge, a wooden boarded bridge with rope rails and I get half way across...

#1241 Read the full story - (Shared: 30/01/2012 22:12:32) Comments: 1
Tags: afraid - Sleep - self harm - Help - Fear

Alone

I've wrote on here before and it made me feel so much better. i've been self harming for the past few months and I finally found someone that I could trust, that I could talk to everything about and most of all cared about me...well at least I...

#1237 Read the full story - (Shared: 29/01/2012 19:40:43) Comments: 10
Tags: alone - self harm - suicide

Third Wheel :\ -nonamenikki

I guess I know who my real friends are. Once they start to ignore you, Reality starts kicking in, While the lies tear you down. I was over at my friends place,& they were ignoring me. I would say something & be interrupted,& I wouldn't even...

#1209 Read the full story - (Shared: 22/01/2012 01:01:27) Comments: 7
Tags: alone - self harm - emotion

Thank you -nonamenikki

I've just wanted to let everyone know, that's it has been very helpful to me. It helps me to let out my thoughts to complete strangers because I'm afraid my friends won't understand. I haven't self-harmed in over a week, that's when I...

#1195 Read the full story - (Shared: 16/01/2012 01:52:41) Comments: 18
Tags: anxiety - crazy - mental - self harm

Why are people so mean? nonamenikki

It was actually a good day,kinda. This girl who was my friend last year decided she was going to start crap out of the blue. She was talking to my best friend and called me a "Christian c*nt." Although at the time I blew it off and yelled "At...

#1188 Read the full story - (Shared: 12/01/2012 01:12:55) Comments: 3
Tags: self harm - bullied

So I self harm.

Hi, I'm seventeen years old and recently I've started to self harm.I'm not sure why I do it, it all started because I lost a friend whom I saw as a second sister. I couldn't deal with the pain and ended up grabbing a pair of scissors and...

#1180 Read the full story - (Shared: 08/01/2012 16:16:19) Comments: 14
Tags: self harm - cutting - scars - shame

Breaking point.

Just last night, I freaked from a flu shot. I am scared of needles,and my parents got mad at me. Yes, I did act like a child,but I don't just trust anyone.When I got home, they yelled at me. This caused me to have some kind of mental...

#1179 Read the full story - (Shared: 08/01/2012 04:49:39) Comments: 19
Tags: anxiety - crazy - mental - self harm

Think about it

Just take a moment to think about this- I, like many people on here have self harmed, stopped eating & tried suicide on several occasions but since 6 months ago, i realised that there are so many ways & times when we could kill ourselves & we...

#1164 Read the full story - (Shared: 26/12/2011 16:56:45) Comments: 2
Tags: self harm - depression - suicide - anorexia - lost - think - cars - death - recovery

I cut

Im 14 Nobody knows I cut. All my friends and family think I'm the happiest person ever but I'm far from it. I hate when you read stuff about self harming and people say just don't do it go and do something to take your mind off it, those people...

#1162 Read the full story - (Shared: 23/12/2011 16:31:04) Comments: 28
Tags: crying - self harm - cutting - sadness - Help - fourteen - Teen - teenager - No hope

What's Happening?

I don't know if I get depressed a lot because I'm at a "certain age" or if something is causing it. I find that self harming helps but even so, it's like I can't control my emotions all of the time. I've talked to a teacher but I'm having...

#1161 Read the full story - (Shared: 22/12/2011 02:49:08) Comments: 4
Tags: self harm - depression - Moving

I'm 11 and I self harm bad but i also have anger problems

My name is Jodie Thomas I'm 11 I've been sespensid from school 29 times I've been askt about the cuts on my face arms legs back. My boyfriend tells me to stop the longest I've stop for is 2 days. I've been going out with my boyfriend for a...

#1160 Read the full story - (Shared: 20/12/2011 22:52:43) Comments: 9
Tags: self harm

Everything is fake to me.

I don't know what to do anymore. I cant walk into maths without breaking down in tears because the voices want me to do something. I cut. I tried to stop, my longest time i stopped for is 3 weeks, then it got bad again. My friends pretending to...

#1137 Read the full story - (Shared: 08/12/2011 18:48:40) Comments: 5
Tags: self harm

Blah Blah Blah :3

My names Sarah, I'm 16 and have been self harming since I was 11. My life hasn't been the easiest but it hasn't been the hardest. before I started self harming I was very under weight. I would appreciate peoples comments so I could find...

#1121 Read the full story - (Shared: 16/11/2011 22:13:05) Comments: 14
Tags: self harm - child hood

hard

i just need to say it. its 4 months since i tried suicide and i selfharmed years before then but in pshe at school im in the group about mental wellbeing and today we had a lesson on selfharm suicide and depression and according to the teacher...

#1120 Read the full story - (Shared: 15/11/2011 21:00:49) Comments: 8
Tags: self harm - depression - helpless - suicide

The scars...

Ive been on this site before, that was when i had first self-harmed... its been a year...i havent told anyone... its gotten worse... Dont comment....i write these to vent myself <3

#1119 Read the full story - (Shared: 13/11/2011 19:11:51) Comments: 4
Tags: self harm

Will I Be Like Him?

I was physically abused between the ages of 10-13 and emotionally abused between the ages of 10-16 by my step-dad,I'm now 17. I struggle to control my anger but I don't want to hurt anyone so I hurt myself,I self harm. Someone said "the abused...

#1101 Read the full story - (Shared: 04/11/2011 10:15:10) Comments: 6
Tags: the future - abuse - self harm

Cut, cut, cut.

So I've been cutting for about two years, on and off. Whenever I start feeling better, start feeling happy a wave of sadness just drowns me. When this happens I all I can think about is death. But I hardly ever feel happy. I'm just like a ghost,...

#1096 Read the full story - (Shared: 31/10/2011 22:44:26) Comments: 23
Tags: suicide - self harm - self - harn - self mutilation - Pain - emotion - unhappy - teenager

Self Harmers, we are not attention seekers!

I am 13, I've been self harming for a while, I cut, I bleed, blah blah blah... People who are my friends think I'm doing it for attention or I'm playing with there minds. But I'm serious. I cut to release all this horrible emotion inside of...

#1087 Read the full story - (Shared: 22/10/2011 00:06:43) Comments: 19
Tags: self harm

And it starts again...

Ive been sitting in my room for 3 hours cring now with the blade against my wrist its hard to resist, i havent harmed in 3 months but lately its as if theres no other alternative. It started when i was 15 my parents were on the brink of divorce...

#1080 Read the full story - (Shared: 11/10/2011 22:23:21) Comments: 17
Tags: self harm

secret scars

i wonder what its like to be me without the voices in my head saying im fat, im worthless, i dont desearve everything i have. to the outside world im a 'happy' 19 year old girl, i have a brilliant family, amazing friends, the best fiance ever...

#1057 Read the full story - (Shared: 09/09/2011 12:48:43) Comments: 16
Tags: self harm

help

hey im 15 now and i have stop self harming but the marks r steal there nobody knows about it i wont tell my family but im scared they will treat me different from it the other day my aunty asked why i did the dishes wiv my sleavs down i coulded...

#1031 Read the full story - (Shared: 09/08/2011 07:31:40) Comments: 8
Tags: self harm

an easy release

So people call me cici.im 14 and i battle against self harm.i have an eating dissorder and i cut.when i was a kid i got bullied because i was "different" from everyone else.when i was 5 i watched my mum walk out on me.for years i thought it was...

#1017 Read the full story - (Shared: 06/08/2011 00:03:46) Comments: 15
Tags: self harm - bullying

self harming!

hi my name is abbey and im 14 and ive been self harming for quitea few months. i lost 3 of my grandparents a few years ago and i had bereavement councelling last year about them. i miss them loads. but the thing is my temper and anger leaves me to...

#1013 Read the full story - (Shared: 04/08/2011 15:33:18) Comments: 6
Tags: self harm

Scared and Confused

I have only been cutting for a few months but it is starting to scare me! I have tried to stop but each time i feel like I'm getting somewhere life takes another down hill spiral and i turn back to my blades. I seem to be getting deeper and...

#988 Read the full story - (Shared: 25/07/2011 23:55:00) Comments: 16
Tags: self harm - cutting

Thirteen

ever watched the film thirteen? i rented it out from a blockbusters about a year and a half ago its my favourite movie. im a self harmer, i drink a lot, smoke a lot and smoke weed. and in this film the girl smokes drink does drugs and self harms!...

#979 Read the full story - (Shared: 09/07/2011 21:12:34) Comments: 5
Tags: self harm - movies - triggering - thirteen

Lost

I'm 12 and i self harm. I have been doing it for almost a year now i never ment for anyone to find out but it slipped out to one of my friends then i told some more friends and after a while school found out. They thought I was a danger to...

#978 Read the full story - (Shared: 09/07/2011 16:21:02) Comments: 22
Tags: self harm

fuck

i am 14 and got fucked by an 18 yr old who i loved, no one could no as we kept it a secret and now everything is fucked. i cut myself cos im to weak to acc kill myself

#975 Read the full story - (Shared: 02/07/2011 00:22:50) Comments: 6
Tags: self harm

My story..

I don't cut to kill myself, I cut because I see it as my only option.. Reading some of the stories, really hits home, I see some of the people posting as young as 13 and I think to myself, what reason could they possibly have to cause...

#971 Read the full story - (Shared: 28/06/2011 18:30:40) Comments: 7
Tags: cutting - self harm

helpless

i havent selfharmed in a few months but i really want to. everythings fallen apart and i dunno what to do. i have no one to talk to. my parents have recently split up, i dont talk to my best friend, i cant talk to my boyfriend and i have also...

#970 Read the full story - (Shared: 28/06/2011 05:03:35) Comments: 12
Tags: self harm

My Story.

Hi. I'm Katie. I'm 14. I cut myself everyday. I have voices in my head that make me. No, that's ridiculous. They don't make me - I'm just to weak to resist. They take over and leave me shaking and sobbing. They scream at me and tell me I'm...

#963 Read the full story - (Shared: 23/06/2011 19:27:42) Comments: 33
Tags: Fear - self harm - voices - suicide - Help

Life's really getting to me

I'm simply getting sick and tired of living now. Music no longer distracts me. I've been hearing voices and seeing things for the past 4 years and it's getting to the point now where i can't take it anymore... My cutting is just getting deeper...

#962 Read the full story - (Shared: 18/06/2011 22:05:55) Comments: 17
Tags: self harm - suicide - cutting - depression - voices

The end.

I don't know what to do anymore. I lied, the suicidal thoughts never went, now they're worse than ever, maybe its time for me to finally let go. I know how and where it will happen. Now just need the day. I self harm every fucking day and...

#961 Read the full story - (Shared: 18/06/2011 22:04:08) Comments: 10
Tags: suicide - self harm - voices - depression

fuck this

fuck me, fuck my life. fuck everyone i know. why should i nhave to give a shit about what everyone thinks anymore, im doing this tonight because i dont deserve to live anymore, im such a shitty excuse for a person. you reading this and not...

#958 Read the full story - (Shared: 17/06/2011 20:22:13) Comments: 11
Tags: suicide - self harm - life

getting deeper

ok im sick of all this bullshit i had a massive fight wiv my mum last night and now im at my uncles and auntys i swear to god i will try and kill myself i just dont give a fuck anymore and mum making me feel like shit dousent help shes saying all...

#956 Read the full story - (Shared: 16/06/2011 04:21:48) Comments: 6
Tags: self harm

getting deeper

ok my story im 14 and i cut myself i startted at 12 theen stop now i do it again its getting deeper and now ones knows i do this im always wearing jumpers the other night i just broke down thinking how long can i hid this wat cuts will scar wat...

#954 Read the full story - (Shared: 14/06/2011 12:23:53) Comments: 12
Tags: self harm

Don't give up

I am 25 years old and its been 8 years since I last cut myself. I self harmed for at least 3 years and suffered from depression for a lot longer. I know how hard, dark and lonely it can feel. But I also know how it can get easier and you can get...

#935 Read the full story - (Shared: 05/06/2011 20:13:35) Comments: 4
Tags: overcome - self harm - depression - lonely - not alone - Help - talk

yeah.

fuck this. i've got three packets of painkillers. a litre of vodka. i'm not doing this anymore.

#923 Read the full story - (Shared: 27/05/2011 23:33:02) Comments: 20
Tags: suicide - self harm

Life.

I started to self harm when I was in year 9. so that made me about 13. I cut myself to ease the pain of life. The pain others conflicted on me inside would then be shown on the surface. For everyone to see. I was embarrassed and scared, I...

#893 Read the full story - (Shared: 01/05/2011 23:35:21) Comments: 15
Tags: self harm

i feel like dying

my life is dead theres no point anymore im 13 and ive been troubled all my life my mother and father splitting up my closest cousin haveing a muscle disease... i began to self harm when i was 12 it was just a razor but now ive used sharpener...

#886 Read the full story - (Shared: 26/04/2011 08:33:37) Comments: 14
Tags: self harm

bleeding on the inside, crying on the out.

I'm sat here waiting, trying to distract from something i know i'll do. My arm, begiing me to add more. My razor in my pocket screaming at me for it to be used. Its killing me, its all i think about day in day out. I've self harmed for about a...

#860 Read the full story - (Shared: 25/03/2011 22:50:55) Comments: 17
Tags: self harm

bleeding on the inside, crying on the out.

I'm sat here waiting, trying to distract from something i know i'll do. My arm, begiing me to add more. My razor in my pocket screaming at me for it to be used. Its killing me, its all i think about day in day out. I've self harmed for about a...

#859 Read the full story - (Shared: 25/03/2011 22:50:51) Comments: 12
Tags: self harm

bleeding on the inside, crying on the out.

I'm sat here waiting, trying to distract from something i know i'll do. My arm, begiing me to add more. My razor in my pocket screaming at me for it to be used. Its killing me, its all i think about day in day out. I've self harmed for about a...

#858 Read the full story - (Shared: 25/03/2011 22:50:04) Comments: 6
Tags: self harm

Ripping from the inside out and it's getting worse...

I'm writing this sat here with a blade in my hand. I've been crying for hours and run out of tears to cry so I bleed instead. I first started to cut about two years ago, barely scratches at first using a compass, but as things started to get...

#810 Read the full story - (Shared: 27/02/2011 00:54:22) Comments: 57
Tags: self harm - cutting - Pain - crying - runaway

its harder to write it.

I'm a self harmer, cutter, idiot as some people call me. But I don't care, i've hurt enough people with what I do, I can't feel worse than I already do. Life doesn't ever seem to get better does it? Everytime I thought my life was getting...

#805 Read the full story - (Shared: 15/02/2011 19:09:51) Comments: 14
Tags: self harm

My life.

Trying to write this down is going to be very difficult and Iím not particularly good at English but here goes: My mum died when I was only 7.

#777 Read the full story - (Shared: 30/12/2010 21:31:31) Comments: 12
Tags: cutting - self harm - depression - friends - death

Bad Habits..

Well.. here goes... i guess? I'm 13. Back in November of last year (13 months ago) a 'friend' of mine started cutting herself because we're into rock,metal and scene kind of styles. I realised she was mainly doing it for the attention...

#771 Read the full story - (Shared: 18/12/2010 22:28:36) Comments: 21
Tags: self harm - cutting - teenager - bad habits - Childhood - depression

15, and its getting worse..

im 15 now, and a few months ago things went really downhill for me. i used to be a cool kid in school, smart, and things were alright. then my paents started having all these arguments, and my dad scarted going crazy. he once walked into my...

#765 Read the full story - (Shared: 27/11/2010 10:35:27) Comments: 27
Tags: suicide - self harm - cutting

mums worst fear... id become her

MOTHERS WORST FEAR! Well my story where do I begin well as many others I didnít understand self harm and I thought it was selfish attention seeking behaviour from my ignorant knowledge of it. I think this came from a few girls years before...

#740 Read the full story - (Shared: 26/10/2010 18:22:52) Comments: 6
Tags: self harm - depression and life expereinces

depression ruined my life!

it started from a very younge age, i was about 5 when my mum met a her boyfriend at first he was allways nice to my family but as i became 10 he soon turned. i got emotionally beaten down by him everyday. he used to say thinkgs like "your ugly...

#703 Read the full story - (Shared: 03/08/2010 03:29:43) Comments: 39
Tags: depression - self harm - abuse

Her life with cancer, my life with pain, #2

Now, I'm doing self harm, and life seems almost too hard, and she was my anchor. It's so much lighter now, and I'm being driven insane. I have good grades, good friends, a good remaining family, so why am I being so selfish and stupid? All I...

#674 Read the full story - (Shared: 08/07/2010 21:45:28) Comments: 17
Tags: Just another voice - thoughts of suicide - depression - Cancer - self harm

Her life with cancer, my life with pain

I am almost thirteen, and three months ago, my baby sister died. The 14th of April. And she was goig to be two on the 8th of May. She died from cancer. Due to computor problems, I can't write much, so I'll sum it up; Now I'm depressed. One of...

#673 Read the full story - (Shared: 08/07/2010 21:40:51) Comments: 4
Tags: Just another voice - self harm - thoughts of suicide - Cancer

Just Another Day

Ok, so I started self-harming when I was in Year 8 (I'm in Year 11 now) so I must have been about 12/13. I did it on and off for AGES- just doing it occasionally, maybe once every two weeks or something like that. Nothing really bad,...

#664 Read the full story - (Shared: 08/06/2010 23:08:56) Comments: 25
Tags: self harm - alcohol

my falldown

ok dont know how to write this but here it goes....... when i first started high school i was a bit of a loser, had couple of friends, done ok at school work and was a nice girl to people, then my school moved me groups to a bad good, dont know...

#634 Read the full story - (Shared: 19/03/2010 21:04:50) Comments: 7
Tags: depression - self harm - uphappy

Regret and Shame masks the pain

Ok here goes.. im not really sure how i ended up writing this but have read so many of your stories and i can relate and i hope someone can learn something from mine. Im 21 years old ive been self harming since i was 17, my mum was abused when...

#623 Read the full story - (Shared: 10/03/2010 01:53:56) Comments: 10
Tags: self harm - scars - warning of regret

life of a troubled kid

My story starts at the age of six, my best friend was dead and I witnessed it all. I had no confidence in myself and I was so depressed. I yearned for a way out. There was nothing to ease the pain. I wanted to stop it, stop everything, I wanted to...

#573 Read the full story - (Shared: 07/12/2009 21:07:14) Comments: 24
Tags: life - freedom - destroy - slash - self harm - hospital - depressed - knife - suicide - death - friend - overdose - love - lonely or hope

I'll get there eventually...

I remember the first time I did it. I was young, and I was in that protective little bubble where before that the only thing that could upset me was mum telling me off for not saying please and thank you. The world had just started to get a bit...

#499 Read the full story - (Shared: 22/06/2009 21:03:35) Comments: 18
Tags: self harm - suicide - true accounts - true story - self mutilation - mental illness - depression

The truth behind those glassy eyes people used to look straight through and ignore the pain...

Staring at the bright screen in front of me, it's not hard to remember at all. It caused me too much pain to ever forget. She caused me too much pain to ever forget. Looking back to before year 3, I never would've imagined my life turning out...

#353 Read the full story - (Shared: 06/08/2008 16:41:13) Comments: 44
Tags: thatartificialsmile - Pain - bullying - suicide - overdose - self harm - bottling it up - depression - relapse - learning - Regret

Dealing with it

Itís 2.38am and Iím sitting here writing this after scratching fuck out of my arm. Itís something I used to do a lot when I was a kid. If youíd have asked me at the time why I wouldnít be able to tell you. Now looking back it seems I am just a...

#215 Read the full story - (Shared: 10/12/2007 03:09:51) Comments: 11
Tags: self harm

From child to mother

My story starts when I was just a little girl. I started off quite shy and very sensitive so when I was subjected to an abusive stepfather from the age of 4 I became even more withdrawn. There was a constant tension in the house, and so I became...

#197 Read the full story - (Shared: 29/10/2007 23:58:04) Comments: 7
Tags: strong - abuse - Childhood - autism - depression - self harm - suicide

Help me please

I found this site by typing 'Help me please' into google. I needed support from somewhere, but wasn't quite sure where. Alot of my family has suffered from symptons very much like that of manic depressives and i am afraid that i might be going...

#76 Read the full story - (Shared: 16/01/2007 20:05:32) Comments: 13
Tags: Megan jenkins - love triangle - unreguited love - self harm - Help - manic depressive - lonliness - meningitus

My Cure

heres one of my blog journals i wrote the other day.... i just just hope in sharing this stroy, people can relate and hopefully gain some advice from it and Hopefully help in some way??? Sunday, December 31, 2006 My Stroy on 'My Cure'...

#65 Read the full story - (Shared: 02/01/2007 06:01:46) Comments: 53
Tags: depression - self harm - ED - bullys - love - rehab

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