Stories by Pain tag
Compulsive Liar
I lie constantly to paint myself a nice picture. Truth is, I'm an anorexic who hates the way she looks. People talk about me behind my back, I know they do but I just pretend not to listen. People say I have the perfect life and that I'm really...
#1104 Read the full story - (Shared: 05/11/2011 18:30:41)
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anorexic
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suicide
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depression
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hatred
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Pain
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death
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hell.
Cut, cut, cut.
So I've been cutting for about two years, on and off. Whenever I start feeling better, start feeling happy a wave of sadness just drowns me. When this happens I all I can think about is death. But I hardly ever feel happy. I'm just like a ghost,...
#1096 Read the full story - (Shared: 31/10/2011 22:44:26)
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suicide
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self harm
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self
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harn
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self mutilation
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Pain
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emotion
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unhappy
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teenager
A Letter To You
So this was something that I wrote a while back, and it's me sort of venting my feelings out to the world in a letter to my mother. Of course, she has never read it, and I'm not planning for her to. It's rather long, so I apologize :) Dear...
#1083 Read the full story - (Shared: 16/10/2011 17:59:29)
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Letter
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hurt
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Pain
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Help
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lonely
help me i need it.
all my life is is pain i need help so much and i really need some love all my life is is coming in and out of hospital and i will do for the rest of my life i even tried killing myself just to get the pain away but as u can see i didnt sucseed as...
#1040 Read the full story - (Shared: 16/08/2011 15:48:14)
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Pain
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love and sceard.
IVE BEEN TRYING
Ive been trying hard to find a food reason that i should live ;but' sadly i couldnt find not one! I dont want to make things too complicated after all "Life" is simple but whats the point if im not happy. Ive been suffering from years of pain...
#814 Read the full story - (Shared: 02/03/2011 22:14:45)
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help desperation
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Pain
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loneliness
Ripping from the inside out and it's getting worse...
I'm writing this sat here with a blade in my hand. I've been crying for hours and run out of tears to cry so I bleed instead. I first started to cut about two years ago, barely scratches at first using a compass, but as things started to get...
#810 Read the full story - (Shared: 27/02/2011 00:54:22)
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self harm
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cutting
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Pain
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crying
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runaway
Serious Violence Part 2
Well as it happens, the guy who I was talking about seems to be a strong patron of sites like these. Real awesome person to be honest, he's a good guy and I'm proud to know him. He's made me write out his story too. It started back when he...
#776 Read the full story - (Shared: 30/12/2010 06:04:46)
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fight
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Pain
Serious Violence
I'm 13, and life hasn't exactly been awfully nice to me. In fact, its been bad. Parents divorced, step-dad was not abusive, but more like ignorant of my existance. I almost-always ended up in fights and I lived in a place really notorious for...
#775 Read the full story - (Shared: 30/12/2010 05:39:45)
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fight
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Pain
My dick is sore.
Okay, so I've been jerking it all day because I'm bored out of my mind, and now I have what appears to be a rash forming..? I ran out of spit, my mouth is dry as hell, so I used toothpaste for lubrication. I enjoyed it at the time, it felt...
#709 Read the full story - (Shared: 16/08/2010 14:13:38)
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Masturbate
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rash
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Pain
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toothpaste
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idiot
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i am a
The one who never belonged... continued from life of a troubled kid
Currently, I'm twelve years old. The glass is half empty and my self esteem is at rock bottom. The christmas just gone I spent in phsychiatric hospital because I attempted suicide. Seriously, its not worth it.Suicide is a permanent solution to a...
#590 Read the full story - (Shared: 18/01/2010 21:12:21)
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Hope
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desperation
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die
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Pain
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love
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suicide
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immortal
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self-esteem
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phsychiatric hospital
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inspiration
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mental health
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hurt
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alone
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lonely
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loneliness
Knife Edge
No family. No friends. No one person to turn to. My life can be accurately summed up in those short simple sentences. It something singers and actors and writers have emodied over centuries. That feeling of loneliness, of despair, that feeling...
#562 Read the full story - (Shared: 11/11/2009 19:17:46)
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love
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mother
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Pain
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sorrow
Can't let go
I'm 19 and almost a year a go my boyfriend left me. I never felt so strongly about someone til him and I always wondered if I could ever move on because I've heard 'you only really fall in love once'. A few months a go I met my boyfriend who I...
#489 Read the full story - (Shared: 25/05/2009 01:35:03)
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Pain
Died for the most part, cried for the rest.
Okay, so my life so far - grew up with an abusive arsehole of a dad who did things to me and made me do things to him, tried to kill my family and myself on a few occasions, caused my mum to miscarry my twin and almost lose me. Since then, I've...
#418 Read the full story - (Shared: 26/01/2009 23:52:06)
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death
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loss
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Pain
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numb
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emptiness
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alone
The truth behind those glassy eyes people used to look straight through and ignore the pain...
Staring at the bright screen in front of me, it's not hard to remember at all. It caused me too much pain to ever forget. She caused me too much pain to ever forget. Looking back to before year 3, I never would've imagined my life turning out...
#353 Read the full story - (Shared: 06/08/2008 16:41:13)
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thatartificialsmile
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Pain
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bullying
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suicide
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overdose
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self harm
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bottling it up
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depression
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relapse
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learning
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Regret
I'm lost...
I don't know what to do. Growing up with physical, sexual and emotional abuse from my father taught me that complaining only made things worse. If I complained I would get hurt. If I cried, I would get hurt. If I was around when he was violent,...
#248 Read the full story - (Shared: 18/02/2008 22:53:58)
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hatred
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Pain
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desperation
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Help
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Childhood
How can someone you love hurt you so much?
Im 27 and things are not gr8 in my life, infact they never really have been. I’ve struggled all my life with my relationship with my mother. Im generally a very happy outgoing person, she is an angry, aggressive and a very closed person . She has...
#86 Read the full story - (Shared: 04/02/2007 22:51:15)
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parent
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Pain
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decision
Question:
I have had enough. My problems began when i was just 13. I am 18 now and still nothing has improved. Will it ever? I seem to have lost all hope in everything. My motivation has evaporated into thin air. My self confidence and self esteem has hit...
#36 Read the full story - (Shared: 07/11/2006 23:05:58)
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love
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Hate
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Need
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Want
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Anger
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Pain
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Hope
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Hopeless
Favourite Stories
i hate my mum
most would say that i am an average teen in an average family, well thats what it looks like. the thing is, i absolutely despise my mum, i actually feel physically sick when she is near me bcs i can't stand her. she is someone who thinks she is...
Read the full Story 25/04/2007 17:36:47
Too lonely to live
I'm alone and unwanted. I have been for as long as I can remember. I always have been, I always will be. I've heard all the "someone for eveyone" lies, but isn't it funny how that particular platitude always comes from people who have...
Read the full Story 28/09/2006 20:09:20
So what is my story?
I have been struggling with my life for just over 31 years. More recently I am seeing friends getting married and starting families while I am still single. I have been getting tired of all the comments and have felt like the male Bridget Jones...
Read the full Story 01/08/2006 21:56:27
Feeling lonely and pathetic
Hi there, I am a 39 year old man. Having read the postings on this site, I feel my story is slightly different. Many of the contributors feel trapped in families or jobs, whereas I feel I cant even get that far. I have never been loved, or know...
Read the full Story 24/09/2006 19:44:28
i hate my mum
ever since my mum and dad split up my mum has been makin my life harder and i dont have the guts 2 run away or move out. i get the blame 4 every thing and i when i say any thing back she just hits me and shouts at me. feel like killin my self...
Read the full Story 18/03/2007 19:44:29