True life stories.

will anything ever get better?
im 14, i have self harmed since i was 11, i know it isnt the thing to do but its the only was i could let out any emotion. I recently lost my cousin to cystic fibrosis, she was such a huge part of my life now shes gone im cutting myself deeper. last week i found out my uncle has cancer and its to late to help him he is another main part in my life, my life is falling apart aroubnd me and there is nothing i can do to stop it :'(
my mind is so messed up with everything, i just want to die.

Story shared: 30/07/2011 21:26:39

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#1 by sean on 31/07/2011 16:00:36 (id-4387).
stay strong. everyone has pain in their life. dont let it get to you. brush off hardships smilr andd move on. i love you and remember u cant have a rainbow without a little rain. <3

#4 by abbey on 31/07/2011 22:26:46 (id-4393).
heyy u are very strong to write about this with everything that has happened to you, i guess dying cant be helped when it comes to ur time to go uve just got to live every moment you have left. i'm sure ur cousin thinks of u still even if he/she is not living theyre still in your hearts. keep strong and keep holding on but dont self harm i do that myself and believe me it isnt the answer to ur troubles and sorrows, it just makes u feel the pain more and much more worse than you can ever imagine. xx

#5 by Stupid Fairytale Lies on 04/08/2011 15:41:30 (id-4412).
Wow... you have a lot going on. I'm sorry for your losses, but I REALLY admire your courage. I feel so stupid now because I self harm ( I'm 13) and none of that has happened to me. You are really brave and that is so rare. Only thing you can do is hold on... I wish you all the best (literally)...

#6 by haley 18 on 10/08/2011 14:17:51 (id-4521).
hi there.. i have read ur story
loss is a very hard thing to deal with. ino this myself as i have lost 3 grandparents within 8yrs.
try and not cut urself as ur cousin and uncle would not want that. mayb write down about all the good things that u and them av been involved in. or if u think ur gettin that down u need to cut.. try a lastic band round ur wrist and flick it against ur skin.. or ice.. rub it up and down ur arms.. as it will help.
keep strong.. x

#7 by cheap oem software on 12/02/2012 07:48:21 (id-6117).
c9D97b Pleased to read intelligent thoughts in Russian. I`ve been living in England for already 5 years!...