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I started to self harm when I was in year 9. so that made me about 13. I cut myself to ease the pain of life.
The pain others conflicted on me inside would then be shown on the surface. For everyone to see.
I was embarrassed and scared, I didn't understand why.. or how.
I am now now 16.
I'd like to say that time made everything better; but that isn't the case.
I still cut my self to this day.
For various reasons:
-Loneliness.
-Heartbreak.
-Self loathing.
It is no longer little cuts.
over time they got deeper. More painful.
I took many overdoses. I just needed to escape..
I bled to know I was still alive.
I am numb.. No-one cares.
and I still don't understand. I still can't find a way.

Story shared: 01/05/2011 23:35:21

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#1 by Dizzie Yzzie on 02/05/2011 10:31:58 (id-3933).
its okay dont worry i do the same if you want to talk email me
marty001@westberks (just add .org on the end of the email cos it wont let me put it on)
im 13 i know im younger but hey a talk can do good for somone who does the same thing xxx

#2 by Greta on 04/05/2011 15:05:07 (id-3938).
I completely understand what you're going through. I'm 15 and I started self harming through loneliness too. It's hard, I know, but just remember that there are people who care about you. Your family will most definitely care.
If you don't have anyone that you trust enough to talk to, then email me: x-gretadavis-x@hotmail (.com)
I know I'm a stranger, but I've always thought it's easier to talk to strangers who are going through similar things.
Stay strong, don't worry, you aren't the only one. :) xx

#3 by michelle on 06/05/2011 16:44:58 (id-3943).
hi im in the same situation as if u wanna talk add me on facebook- michelle cowie my pic is of a vampire jst so u no someone is here to listen and help u i no hoe difficult it is i cnt take it anymore either xxx

#4 by Olivia on 07/05/2011 18:44:35 (id-3950).
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#5 by cola on 07/05/2011 21:51:54 (id-3952).
im self harming but im not lonely or self loathing. soz that u r that must suck. but i think that u just didnt take the time to look to see how many ppl actually care for u. talk to some one get the support u need! u already have 4 ppl who care for u on this story. even if u think no one would listen u cld be surprised! i told my mum and she was alot cooler than i thought she would be bout it! i cut cus im sad stresed and angry but this ism bout u so good luck and keep ur chin up!!!

#6 by Heidi on 16/05/2011 01:51:57 (id-4001).
Posts like this brghiten up my day. Thanks for taking the time.

#7 by cola on 23/05/2011 20:25:48 (id-4039).
its cool im glad it helped! whats happened hav u talked 2 any1??? u still cut? gd luck!

#8 by Cat on 24/05/2011 20:08:51 (id-4044).
I know the same thing is with me. Email me at crazycatraa@yahoo. com xx

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