everyone has a secret
My world to people outside looks fine.
I work full time ,am married and have a child.(not to my husband but from a brief silly relationship when i was 18).I go on holidays abroad every year ,a few girlie nights out and have a big family which i consider close.I have my own car and always try to make the most of myself and my child.
But,on the inside i am feeling desperate.
I lived as a single parent for 10 years ,but was seeing my husband for 8 of those almost a casual relatonship as you would say.Since getting married and him moving in i hate it.I hate the fact i have to depend on him.We never have any money these days,we never go anywhere and i am in charge of all bills and important issues.
We can not afford to buy a property and live in the same rented house as ialways have for years.i thought getting maried would give me a better life.Its ust the same but i have to put up with another child as wel as my own.I am trapped.
As for my child,children are hard work.they want and want all the time .
Never happy with what they"ve got.and the constant myther is wearing me down.
So a message for people who are sad for being single.
Single is simple ,relaxing and enjoying ones own company.Don"t be fooled what you see,everyone has a secret.
Story shared: 20/01/2007 22:34:12
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