True life stories.

In a bubble, looking to the outside.

Ever since my senior year in High school, Ive been feeling like I'm in a fog. Lately I've been feeling, alone, crushed, and unmotivated to do anything. i feel indifferent about everyone, and secretly inside my head, i understand that just as i don't truly care about anyone, they don't care about me. Everyone is smiling, in their own social environment. It's a strange feeling though, upset that you are so alone, but also not wanting to even begin, inserting yourself into someone else's life.

Story shared: 03/03/2010 03:44:16

#617 View the comments about this story Tags: lonely - high - School - sad - alone - fog - mist - indifference

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#1 by temby on 04/03/2010 18:37:51 (id-2245).
bless, i have felt like that before x

#2 by Billie on 05/03/2010 21:55:36 (id-2253).
I know the very feeling. I went through a time in late high school when I felt like that. I think many people around that time go through that or something similar. You start noticing things which go on around you more and it bothers you. It's sort of like coming to terms with you you are, finding youself, realising your potentials, understanding how people work and accepting things. I kept a journal for when I felt like that and write in it when it felt like it. When I look back and read through it now I see some of my opinions have changed and some have made me a new person. It will pass. Just try and comit yourself to carrying out one achievement every now and then and when you're ready make it every day til your motivation returns. Good luck, hope you start feeling better soon. x

#3 by Sarah Rose on 10/04/2010 22:32:31 (id-2375).
You need something to motivate you. Life's too good to waste it in your own bubble.

#4 by Heath on 10/06/2010 19:12:34 (id-2493).
Sounds familiar... I think (from my own experience) that that could be depression. The only thing I can suggest is that you speak to someone that you really trust about it, tell them everything- that will make it feel a bit better. And if you can, try to get some help. It's not a nice feeling so try to get out of it (and I hope you do!) :)

#5 by izi on 24/12/2010 11:14:52 (id-3251).
Heath's right, that sounds to me like depression, cos that's what i've got. Keep posting and i will keep commenting, and don't worry, people recover and you seem smart and strong. i wish you the best x

#6 by anonymous on 16/09/2011 13:23:53 (id-4666).
Know how you feel. I'm in my second year of sixth form and last year I had lots of people tto atleast talk to. This year I have none. To make it worse my girlfriend has made more friends than I ever had in her first week of sixth form and I'm noticing I'm starting to fall down the priority ladder.

I know this is old and you probably will never see this. But I hope everything turned out okay for you.

#7 by anonymous on 16/09/2011 13:24:32 (id-4667).
Know how you feel. I'm in my second year of sixth form and last year I had lots of people tto atleast talk to. This year I have none. To make it worse my girlfriend has made more friends than I ever had in her first week of sixth form and I'm noticing I'm starting to fall down the priority ladder.

I know this is old and you probably will never see this. But I hope everything turned out okay for you.

True life stories.

In a bubble, looking to the outside.

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