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hey well what can i say iam male 19 and i hate life i hate my job just get treated like a useless peace of shit mates well the 3 i have are good very good but 2 have gfs that run them round and well take up all the time so i dont see them at all and the other one works all the time so i never see him girls lol well where do i start i have no self confordens i self hate i feel that well iam one of the ppl that was not made to be loved wanted or needed i have not got to the point if i see a girl i like or thinks good looking i dnt look at them i look down and walk past knowing they would never look at somone like me and well ok here it goes iam 5foot 5 so yer shot down before i have even opend my mouth and well iam not goner lie iam not good looking my face i mean well just not very nice my hair well what i have left of it iam losing iam 19 and iam fucking losing my hair soo great goner be bald my body well slim but with a fat gut my cock god where do we start well iam not goner lie its only 2'5incs soft and 5'5incs hard so yey great oh and i found out my lil bro has a bigger cock then me hes 14 ( one of them times where you go in the bathroom and its like shit dint know you was in ) and soo i guess iam a nice person just get to know but well after iav scared all girls ways with my looks i then have to put up with other males giving me shit about every lil thing i mean come on i know whats up with me i look in the mirrer every fucking day i know iam short bald ulgy and well iam not goner ie i feel less as a male so i drink and smoke to make me feel better and yes i drik to much i try and drink every night to help me sleep and feel good even if its only for a bit if not well ill cry myself to sleep ( sad i know lol) ied rather passout in a car park in my own sick blood and piss then try and sleep with out drinking ( yes i have been found like that more then once) so yer life sucks i dont do anything as i said all my friends are busy and if i do go out with them to the pub or clubs i end up drinking to much again or feeling like shit seeing lots of hot girls just look at me like iam some shit they stud on so i drink more and fight ( yes lose most of them ) anyway i guess your board of reading this shit sorry for wasting time but thanks if you did

Story shared: 23/02/2010 21:48:45

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#1 by m 19 uk ( person who wrote this ) on 23/02/2010 21:52:23 (id-2217).
i did not mean to sound like a bully when i say i fight i dont pick on ppl or make other ppl feel bad i normely fight by somone starting on me just dint wanna sound like i bully or anything

#2 by Ronan on 24/02/2010 19:25:45 (id-2222).
Ive got a friend who is short and not blessed with the best of looks, but man can the guy talk the pants off a woman. Lay off the booze and start thinking positive. thinking positive sounds a bit bullshity but its all confidence being funny,
Womins :if wana fuck it , make it laugh.

#3 by m 19 uk on 26/02/2010 20:46:41 (id-2227).
thanks ronan just try and gets me no where i would like to think iam a funny guy but seems to do me no good bu thanks for posting somthing shows ppl did read it thanks man

#4 by Tracey on 12/03/2010 11:32:12 (id-2289).
Please stop drinking

#5 by best of intentions on 03/11/2010 17:14:48 (id-2984).
It seems you have incredibly low self-esteem. Your ability to communicate and literacy seems quite poor. This is in not intended to be a put-down, but is an observation into your low self-esteem. I guarantee you, if you maybe took a course, part-time or whatever, at a local college you would be practicing your communication skills, and meeting new people, your confidence would rocket. Don't be afraid of trying new things and challenging yourself, it is how you build character! All the best.

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