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My life.

Well, I hope I have the right Idea about this site.
Pretty much I was raised in a great family, That I some how talked into being more lenient.
I lied about where I was going all the time, and they believed me, wich turned into,
I started having sex and doing drugs(pot and freon) When I was 12.
I'm now only fifteen, and 1've slept with 12 different men.
It's sick, I know. I feel so worthless, and pathetic.
I feel fat, I feel like anyone could care to have a simple convo with me at school to make me feel a little less lonely.
And the thing is.. I'm not fat.. I'm not ugly...
I know that because of what the scale says. And i know I'm not ugly.. people tell me I'm pretty all the time. but that's it.
When I start talking I just feel like i don't know how to make conversation maybe?

Story shared: 28/01/2010 00:25:22

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#1 by Izi on 24/12/2010 16:59:08 (id-3261).
Maybe you have asperger's syndrome like me. Just find a hobby you love and totally immerse yourself in it. I never stop reading books and writing stories and that makes me feel good about myself. Tell yourself you're beautiful over and over until you believe it. And remember.... drugs are not the answer. They might seem like the perfect solution to everything but in the long run they are going to fuck up your head and you deserve better than that. Ok? be strong for me x

#2 by Izi on 24/12/2010 16:59:24 (id-3262).
Maybe you have asperger's syndrome like me. Just find a hobby you love and totally immerse yourself in it. I never stop reading books and writing stories and that makes me feel good about myself. Tell yourself you're beautiful over and over until you believe it. And remember.... drugs are not the answer. They might seem like the perfect solution to everything but in the long run they are going to fuck up your head and you deserve better than that. Ok? be strong for me x

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