please please please read and comment , i really need this , tell me what to do .
before you read this please read my last story to unsersatnd [sex is killing me]
so i kind of got away from sex for a long while , i even stoped masterbating
i felt so good , so pure , still horny most of the times , but i felt okay
then my best guy friend adam got really close to me , we satrated talking for hours and hours , he made me feel reall and special
the first time he huged me he said hunny you are not a slut you don't now how important you are
anywayz one day we were out in his car and we were talking about love and stuff and how some moments could ruin your live but they are worth it , and he came on to me and said kiss me i said no at first so he said i can't believe your rejecting me so i kissed him i hated it at first i felt wierd but then we went back to the back seet and we slept over each other for 2 hours ,have you watched twilight when they go to the woods for the first time , it was something like that , we held on so thight to each other , i never have been touched like this befor , he touched my soul , i never felt so vulnerbale in my life ,we just held each other and kissed , we were full
after that i had the best time of my life , he started coming overto my house and when i saw him he looked at me like if he's never seen anything like me before , it was amazing
and he said the most beautifull things to me , we never wanted to be more than friends , he promisedthat i was the most important thing in his life [i never believed that one ] and he promised that he's gonna leave , ever
i bigged him not to promise , and not to say i love you
we went out a week ago and we went to a deserted building adn we fucked he satrated kissing me as always and he got me horny this time then he asked me to suck his dick , and i couldn't say no
it felt even more dirty than all the guys i've been with, i felt so bad , so hurt
i mean i felt nothing from him , like if i was invisible to him
and after that i feel like if he's lost intrest in me
i can't feel the same love anymore from him
we talked about it and we both agreed that our friendship is going down the toilet and we both wanna save it
so please tell me what to do
i can't bare to lose him
if i lose him i'll die from the inside forever
but i don't want him to come to me or to be my friend out of pitty
what should i do
are we done
is he no longer my friend
please please please tell me what to do
and girls if you now any trikes , tell me now
and guys do you think that i was just an ambition to him
do you think that he'll never see me that same after we fuked
i asked him a million times not to promise and he still did , now if he goes away all i'll be left with is a dead heart and broken promises
how dare he take my broken heart and fix it , then break it again
i hate myself for loving him
Story shared: 27/01/2010 17:38:08
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