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i hate her!

I am an 14 year old in an average family, well thats what it looks like. The thing is, I absolutely hate my mum, I actually feel physically and mentally sick when she is near me because I simply can't stand her. She is someone who thinks she is better than she is, and she has to be right always other wise she gets angry. She gets angry about a lot of stupid things and she is always telling me what a horrible child I am and how she hates me. She is the world's biggest hypercrit! I am really upset and it's really stressful at the right now with my GCSE's, she is just making me more stressed. She just doesn't seem to realise that I'm growing up and that she has to stop being overprotective and basically just mean. She doesn't let me go to parties or to town with my friends, instead she shouts at me, bullies me and treats me like a slave. She is such a horrible mum and it's got to a point where i want to move out and live by myself because she causes arguments with me, over silly little things, the other day I was playing on the playstation and she just walks in, turns it off and starts an arguement about me not revising. The truth is I do revise, she is literally asleep 24/7 and when I take a break she wakes up to start an arguement! She is expecing so much from my GCSE's and I can't do it (straight a* 's i mean wtf?). She blames me for stupid things, I don't know how my dad stands it. I hate her, I despiseher so much. I feel trapped and alone. I'm too embarassed to talk to my friends, I can't talk to my dad because he will take her side. My dad owns an italian restaurant and we have a delivery driver and he is the only one i can talk to because he and I have secret conversations and thats when I let a bit of my emotions out. I can't tell him everything because it is just too embarrassing. I just need to write this otherwise I'll hurt myself really badly or I will bottle it up and get ill and I dont want to give her the saticfaction!!!

Story shared: 30/12/2009 22:13:24

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#1 by mikki on 21/01/2010 23:32:49 (id-2149).
my friends an my older brother got me thru my hard times, id go to school dreding coming home. my mums bf was the worst person to live with, now im glad to live away from him. i had to fight with my mum before she relised if we didnt move i would leave an never see her again. id done it before, now me an my mum live else where my life is starting to feel normal. an its because i talked to her. you should sit dwn with your mum make her hear you out. dnt yell like i did, i will mak u both feel stink!!

#2 by vikki on 31/01/2010 22:42:55 (id-2172).
u are a stupid girl!I`ve lost my mother 2 monthes ago,but I have a feeling that I had lost all my life...u`ll realise how much your mothermeans to u just when u would lost her!!!!

#3 by ryan on 28/02/2010 17:02:00 (id-2232).
i lost my mum an i didn't go to her funeral. i regret now and then but then i remember what she did to me, abuse me, swear at me and kicked me out the house when i was 11years old. just be strong and stay out of her way

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i hate her!

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