True life stories.

the sadest day of my life

I met this girl through my friends and graudually ended up liking her so much that i would deliberatly go into her work and buy things so i could just go through her checkout so she could see me and i could say hi and all i wanted to do was just see her smile. All i could think about was seeing her each day yet i didnt know anything about her, who she was, what she does, who her friends are and so on. So i was going overseas on a shcolarship to play football and decided that my future was overseas and to be closer to my family. The day i left i got a message from someone who i had no idea about saying that they wished me luck etc..i later found out it was this girl ive been having a huge crush on for months. So being overseas we kept in contact and i ended up telling her how i felt about her and i was soo happy to know that she felt the same way about me. Months of thinking i decided to come back to be with her. We both fell in love and all i ever wanted to to was be with her and spend forever with her. We both wanted to stick by each other through the hard times and the good. We had the most amazing relationship and everything was working out for us. I was studying and she was studying and we both had jobs and i was finally doing what i wanted to do and only 2% of the time we would have little arguments which would turn out to be a bad one but eventually we would just get over it and be with each other and have each others back no matter what. I always knew that even if we had the worst of fights and she was in the wrong i would always stick by her and forgive her and tell her that shes got me forever and im never leaving her. but After 2yrs she decides to end it over a phone call saying that "weve have a good run" and i think its best if we move on... so hearing this it was serioulsy the worst day of my life. The girl i want to spend the rest of my life with and through everything we have been through and after a little fight decides to end it and all the sudden im shut out of her life. When i have stuck by her through everything and when shes needed me ive always been there for her and ive always stood by her. I never once thought about cheathing on her and the thought of even thinking about another girl besides her made me sick. I was soo loyal to her and all i wanted was what was best for her. Even after the break she kept calling me and we kept msg'n and that i still stood by her and told her that its stupid to end a relationship with something over a little fight. Ive never felt so rejected in my whole life. She made me feel like our whole relaionship was a lie. She would constantly promise me that she would stick by me through everything and yet in the end when i have stood by her she leaves me and breaks my heart and i felt completely rejected. It just makes me wonder that the people you trust the most and the people you least think of doing so much harm to you are actually the people who betray you and leave you for dead. When all you have done is stick by them and be loyal to them and tell give them all the love you can possibly give to anyone.

Story shared: 22/04/2009 03:29:46

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#1 by drkAngel on 22/04/2009 03:46:07 (id-1542).
U deserve someone better. and trust me there are plenty of girls who have a little more honour and loyalty just remember its not the end of the world and people like her dont deserve to be with people like you. At least you stood by her through everything. And she will regret it for letting you go. PEACE xoxx

#2 by Roy on 28/04/2009 01:45:52 (id-1555).
I totally get what you're saying. I'm kind of in a similar situation, although not entirely. Fact of the matter is life can really throw you some curveballs at times. It's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all. The heart ache sucks, absolutely. I'm sort of going through it now. Only thing is it's not really done. It's just on hold. She moved in with me and my wife, we had feeling for each other, and she broke up our marriage. Then we were together for about 6 months and I thought we were pretty happy. Then, her ex of 5 years begs to come back into her life and forces himself on her. Claims he's head off to the navy and wants to marry her before he goes off to boot camp and training for 5 months. It's been about 4 weeks since I've seen her and we've barely spoken. It's the slowest time of my life. The anxiety is on and off all the time, waiting and wondering. I spent easily over $1,000 on psychic readings on LivePerson.com. Thing is, early on, many of them gave me hope that it wouldn't work and she'd be back. Now, some psychics aren't as generous with this idea. Anyway, she still has feelings with this person even though we had a very strong bond. We were both aware of the attraction we felt for each other. Nevertheless, she felt she had to get "closure" or figure out if this guy's offers were for real, because he would never commit in the past. Of course this leaves me in a punch bowl of shit, on the hook, very attached, and knowing that she's with someone else right now day afer day. It's one of the worst situations I've ever been in. I pray a lot. I sing "HU", a love song to god. It helps. Check out Eckankar. I'm growing and changing spritually. This is quite an impact on me. We shall see what comes of it. The hardest part is waiting and wondering. At least once it's done, it's done. It may suck and hurt and their are lingering memories, but at least you can put all your energy towards moving on, working out and getting strong (I joined a boxing gym - great stuff). The pain only makes us stronger in the end. Just do all you can to fight through it and make some goals of what you really want and go after them. Never focus on what you don't want or what you couldn't get or have. There are other fish in the sea and you will get that new fish, but only when you decide that you will go after it and want it. What we want, we create and attract. Focus on what you want. Write those things down every and re-confirm what you want. Every time you have moments of weakness, write down what it is you want. Never focus on what you don't want. Always what you want. The more you do this, the quicker you will get what you want and distance yourself from the pain and the rut that a break up creates. Just go for it, build the momentum and in 21 days it will get much easier as your momentum will push you forward. The hardest part is creating momentum. Enjoy. Positive thoughts, positive goals, and positive affirmation and self-talk. Go for it. Have gratitute. Thank god for the gifts that you have (even those that are just goals and not reality). And they will manifest for you.

#3 by dalebixx on 15/05/2009 17:30:03 (id-1576).
sorry just get over her and love on i know it will be har btut trust me shs going to regret what she did and come back crawling once you get a new girl

#4 by nnjm on 16/05/2009 06:26:06 (id-1581).
eyyyyy pussio!

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the sadest day of my life

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