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my sad breakup

i met this boy last year when i was a freshman. he was dating the captain of the step team (which im on). i didnt know who he was at the time but the first time i saw him i thought he was the cutest thing. but i never knew his name or took it seriously at all. until this year my sophmore year and his senior year (hes 18 im 16). he has my spanish class and i began realizing after experiencing a painful breakup from a two year love interest, that i may have feelings for him. about a week or two after his 18th birthday he admitted to me that he had feelings for me. and i did too but apparently he thought i was 17 when i was, at the time, 15. so he excepted the fact that i was younger anyway and asked me to be his girlfriend about another 2 weeks later. i went through hell trying to convince my father 2 except him and he finally did upon leaving for a year to bahrain. hes met my whole family and i loved every minute i spent with him. he was so romantic and sweet and funny and perfect. but their was something beneath his loving and fun personality that i couldnt quite put my finger on. until he began asking me to send him pictures all the time and asking me way beyond personal questions and trying to get more sexually involved with me. i still realllllllllllllllllllllllllllllly like him and have really really strong feelings for him. and people were telling me constantly that i deserve better but i refused to hear it. i wanted to do everything in my power to make this relationship work. he broke up with me 2 days ago, the day after our 3 month anniversary through a text message saying "we shud stop seeing each other, ur to young for me and im going away to college soon; it was fun and i hope you dont take this bad; maybe we can be friends". its tearing my heart apart because i went through so much to be with him and it feels like its all being thrown away because he wants to go out and party every night and drink and smoke and have sex. ive never been in love and i really felt like i could fall in love with him. he wont even look at me anymore and everytime i see him i feel like my heart is screaming at him for putting me through all of this. God help me. please send me an angel.

Story shared: 21/03/2009 02:38:00

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#1 by katelyn on 23/03/2009 19:44:31 (id-1506).
I know exactly how you feel. Months a go my bf split with me. not for any huge reason but it was reasonable. It hurt me real bad cause there was nothing wrong with him, he was pretty much perfect. We were freinds for a bit and, as I expected, we eventually drifted apart so we very rarely talk even if we see each other. Its been a rough through months but I'd say I've managed pretty well. Don't worry. It will be fine again soon, I do think you should begin to think about getting over him, which I understand from my experience its really hard to think about that but it should be done. He doesn't sound like a very nice guy and it seems he was mainly focusing on the sexual side of the relationship, more than emotions. I have a nice bunch of friends who I hang out with a lot more now and they make me feel a lot better. Get out of the house, chill out, go see friends, take up some hobbies....anything that gets this guy off your mind and you'll be alright. keep the good memories in a seperate part of your memory but make sure you don't forget the bad things about this guy. good luck let us know how you get on soon yeah? x x

#2 by :( on 02/05/2009 03:01:55 (id-1565).
Ive been thru similar situations and i hate it when pple say get over it cuz u cant but anyway even tho ur hurting u need 2 realize that its his loss not urs u still have a lot of time to meet the perfect man just wait and hell arrive sumday

Talk to god that will help
I hope things turn out well 4 u
I will pray for u
Xoxo
Sophie

#3 by nic on 07/09/2010 06:39:59 (id-2825).
i know how it hurts but try to look on the brighter side. better that way than stay in the relationship that will keep om hurting yourself every time you are with him. the first week would be the worst day of your life but eventually as day goes by, you will learn to leave your life the way you want it to be. think positive, go out and enjoy.
Goodluck

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