misunderstood without care
Im john im 37 ive not been happy for years,
I was alone from primary school left walking around alone and was then bullied at secondary school, punched and pushed around they made my life hell especially 4 th and 5th year, where i was reduced to tears on a daily basis,for 2 years. I found myself being punched in the face, the usual comments were made especially aobut my dad you died when i was 3,
a six fomer female walked me home on one occasion so i guess not all people are that nasty. But i was indecently assualted at the age of 15 by one of the girls dad who ran a printing firm, this carried on for 1 year before the police found out.... During my first 2 years of working i cut my wrists mostly due to bullying, then at the age of 31 i moved out and got my own place only to be bullied by young girls as they seem to think single guys are perverts and nasty comments were made, this spread to every town, and got remarks on a daily basis from perv to a slap and rape comments.
I met a girl who said she was my number 1 fan but they closed the club she now is my shoulder to cry on although she is not with me, ive been using her for 6 years. I can only assume ive been made to suffer for some reason and there is no way out my health is damaged poor eyesight headtilt due to a weak eye muscle and bleeding in places which i learn to live with.
Story shared: 01/07/2008 22:26:22
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