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dieing of lonliness

i'm so alone. there's nobody in the world cares about me. nobody will even notice when i die. i've been alone my whole life. unwanted and uncared for.

there are plenty of people who could help if they wanted to, but nobody does, after all, where's the mileage in it for them?

i constantly hear people moaning about how bad their relationships are - well, if they're so bad LEAVE and let me have a go. But of of course, they'd never do that, because they're frightened of ending up alone and unwanted like me

there's nothing good about my life, nothing worthwhile.

i've heard the "you'll find somebody someday" line - how come nobody can tel me when?
or the biggest lie of them all: "there's somebody for everyone". apart from the fact tht I'm just supposed to accept this as an article of some crackpot faith handed down from on high, people, DO THE MATH - there are hundreds of millions more men in the world that women, so how can there possibly be "someone for everyone". SImple arithmetic says you're wrong.
and, for those who are still convinced - how come you can't tell me who mine is? you just saty somthibg glib nd meaningless like "you havent found her yet". well, of course I haven't - you're the one who knows where she is, but you're not telling.

the world's spent 44 years telling me it's better off without me; i finally figured out it's time to listen.

But next time you say to some anonymoys typeface on a computer screen "we're your friends, we care about you" - ask yourself this; are you prepared to reach out to that person and ACTUALLY speak to them? go to a movie with them? spend the rest of your life with them?
because if you're not, then you're a hypocrite.

Story shared: 10/06/2008 01:44:49

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#1 by Everyone had problems on 11/06/2008 05:31:12 (id-1024).
If somne else has a problem help them you cant expect somone to help you when there thinking the same thing about your problem. once you help somone else somthing good will come out of it and you will find away.

#2 by Carmen on 14/06/2008 01:52:09 (id-1034).
the feeling of lonelyness can show signs of depression. everyone goes through phases of depression. it is good that you are reaching out. do you suddenly feel more lonely than before? has there been any drastic changes in your life? has someone hurt you? don't die of lonelyness, please! keep reaching out, if need be to a counsellor.

#3 by Read his words on 17/06/2008 22:38:35 (id-1041).
He's alone. And dieing of lonliness. And all you do is criticise him for not helping someone else - what if there's nobody who wants his help?

Maybe he has reached out - but there was nobody to answer the call.

I hear you bud, and all I can do is empathise; I know what it is to be alone and unwanted. And I know that I'll be alone until the day I die. Fortunatly, that won't be too long now.

#4 by amnesiagirl on 30/06/2008 23:24:37 (id-1081).
all i can say is i know how you're feeling...im sick of people telling me the 'there's someone for everyone' crap. Which usually comes out of the mouths of people who are happily hooked up themselves and havent had to spend night after night alone....it certainly hasnt proved true for me so far either so it really pisses me off when they say it
I also think that people suck nowadays (well in my life anyway!) as it seems to me that their idea of friendship is to email or text rather than actually phoning and speaking or even physically going to see people - no wonder so many people feel isolated is it!
dont know if it makes you feel any better but it's really helped me reading your post at least i know im not alone in feeling so lonely and there's other people out there feeling the same way about things

#5 by hope on 02/07/2008 01:30:40 (id-1083).
Hi. I can emphasise with you. I also feel very alone. I have been hoping to find my soul mate for a long time now but it hasnt happened. Im feeling quite deppressed as i feel nothing as gone right in my life. I want it all...great career, children, loving partner and good friends, is that too much to ask? It seems so doesnt it? On a positive i have started to councelling to help me with these nagative feelings and i do feel a little bit more positive, although my life is still far from good. Im trying to think more positively in the hope that it will attract good things to me...well thats what the councellor has advised anyway, but it is a constant battle to be positive. Please dont die of loneliness...please consider councelling? The councelling will help you cope with these feelings and help you to learn to love yourself again. Do you have any old school mates or anyone you try to get in touch with, that you could strike up a frendship with again? Im thinking of starting a hobby as a way of getting out of the house and meeting new people, you could do the same, is there anything you have an interest in or would like to learn? Also one book that is helping look at life more positively and differently is the secret, i recommend it?

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dieing of lonliness

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