useless and pathetic
well iam 17 male and well what can i say i have no self confordens ( sorry about the spelling i have delaxa) and well no self esteme when i was younger i was bullyed and when it happend i just thort it was how it was everyone got it a little but as i got older i guess i started to take what they said in and well it still sticks with me now i dont like looking at my self at all (face,body,penis) all my life i have been told iam ugly and well i beleave that and well i have started to well just live to work ( and i hate my work ) my boss's just constnly look down on me treat me like nothing as well as some of the other ppl i work with but some i like and get on well with but stil i feel useless and when i come home i end up just drinking and crying my self to sleep and i dont know why i guess its just the feeling of lonelyness or maybe depessen and well my love life well what love life ? i ave NO confordens with girls at all i dont even look at them if i see them in the street i will look down as i walk past knowing that this is no point in me looking at them they could never like/love me iam useless iamj sorry iam posting on here i knwo there are ppl on here with REAL promelms not just silly things like this but i well thort i better put somthing down
Story shared: 05/05/2008 21:58:22
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