Why?...................................
It feels I am just living day to day and nothing is really real. I look at everything everyday, everything small and large. Nothing seems alive. I always had a problem with depression and thoughts of suicide but lately it's been daily. I just want to know if anyone else feels completely alone but while their around other people? Are you living day to day and doing your routine only because it's easier that way but nothing about it makes you FEEL anything, I want to know I'm not alone. I'm not a young guy either and this fealing is getting worse, my life isn't that bad though but It's completely joyless, nothing gives me pleasure or joy; work, hobbies, excercise(which I used to love), sex or any interaction. I just want to be alone until I die. Can someone please tell me that they feel the same? ....maybe just sometimes, this is the worst off I've ever been.
Story shared: 09/04/2008 00:00:38
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sorry for expressing my own hurt when i am supposed to console you.
but know that you're not alone.
i'll be with you,along with the other lonely people.
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