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I am so in love

My boyfriend of 2 years, off and on. I love him with every ounce of my heart I could love him with. I'd die for him. But I am academically superior and physically superior and more ambitious and more successful and it's caused major problems. He broke up with me initially because he said there were some ridiculous excuses that we both knew weren't true but we continued hanging out daily, kissing, having sex, talking every night and basically being together. Well things were ok until he heard a (false!) rumor that I slept with another guy. He freaked and now he can't trust me and he is abusive and goes back and forth on what he wants and somedays he'll be 100 percent fine and the smallest things set him off. Like another guy will talk to me and he will go into this alternate personality in order to pretend he doesn't care but we both know he does. I can't even count the number of times he's told me it's over for good and 3 days later will come back crying saying he misses me and everytime I take him back. I know it's just pure jealousy and fear thats behind it. I compliment him all the time he really is hot and really good in bed and I let him know it all the time. I stopped going out. I gave up all my friends. I quit partying, I stopped everything for him so he would have nothing to worry about. but he can't accept how much I love him.
What do I do?

Story shared: 21/03/2008 03:21:31

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