I need you-love-angel eyesxxx
The words that you uttered, every word you spoke, every feeling I felt, every dream I had, your callous eyes spoke a million words to my heart. Through the darkness I saw the part of you that took every piece of my heart and shattered it, in to a million pieces. To this day I love you baby, to this day I remains your sweet kisses on my neck, your body against mine, every moment, every word and every breath. Now I live the hell fantasy that awakes you to see, your girl is still out there. Still breathing and living this life. Still taking every word deep in to her heart. If only you realised what you had had. I ran back every time, thinking that you had changed, I begged god oh Allah bring my angel back to me. Who will look out for me? Make me smile and wipe my tears. In life Allah places that one human on earth that attends to your every needs, that takes your breath away, that screams for your jaan,, I am still searching,, were are you my prince! I now you’re out there some where, reading this as you grasp the pain that lies in my eyes, the hidden desire I felt, the infatuation that turned to attachment that turned to my love for you. I cried my tears, I wept my nights, I lost control of my life, yet you were not there, you were not there to take my pain, to make me your world your every thing, I love you!
As I lay hear, the desire to hear your voice, takes every part of me, to another dimension. I lay still as awoken to the torture of the hidden night. Tossing and turning, emotions baby still lay so strong. You’re sweet words, your touching words, your hands lying upon me like a sensation like no other. I lay still in fury, rage and annoyance, as my heart beats to every second that I desire you…. For now my thoughts are UN broken, I lost my purpose to life…. I lost the immense feeling of love that would take my body to the seven heavens…and lay me to rest next to you. Only Allah knows where you are; only god knows the truth of our intentions.. As the sun rises and succumbs to my daily fate, inducing me to your breath baby… your thoughts.. Your eyes.. Your voice…As my cries is heard. I seek vengeance to those who took you away. Who took my life out of my hands and lost my hope…for deen I would live.. For god I would die. So here I stand..... For my journey has not yet ended. I am committed to reaching the holy Jihad. For I am liberated of oppression…a hallow heart still beats…I live daily on my addiction to opium… as it numbs the pain away… a story UN told is a hidden secret.. as I exclaim mines is for yours to read.. For you may hate,, or not see the purpose of my journey but always remember… only ALLAH can judge me!!!
Story shared: 20/11/2007 21:31:56
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