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why am i so alone ?

i really needed to talk to sum1 this evening..... but the person i so dearly relied on has changed his number without letting me know............ i live a long way from my family and friends and live with my partner ov 6yrs.. we have 3 kids... i always feel alone.... i have tried so hard to make friends where i live for them to turn around and stab me in the back..... i have asked my partner many times for us to move near my family and friends..... but he declines.... i have spent 5yrs up here alone everyday....... getting more and more depressed everyday....... if it wasen`t for my kids i wud have died a long time ago..... i don`t know where to turn anymore......... i cry every night.. i drink every night i need sumbody to understand me .

Story shared: 16/10/2007 20:42:49

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#1 by alliy101 on 19/10/2007 13:59:00 (id-677).
mayve you should start calling ur family and friedns and maybe u wont feel so alone ....

#2 by the story writer......... on 21/10/2007 22:38:04 (id-733).
alliy101..........i have spoken to many family and friends........... but they don`t seem to understand me .......i speak to my partner but it falls on deaf ears........i have tried...... my true friends all want me to move back home and to start again but i don`t want to move back as a single mum....... think pride is stopping me aswell.....the problem is lonelyness..... which i can`t get used to....i thankyou for your comment and hope you comment again x

#3 by Debbie on 24/10/2007 15:57:55 (id-736).
Hey, I was just reading your story and think that I am in a similar situation. I moved away from home to be with my partner. I don't even feel that my friends desperately want me back anymore, we still keep in touch but the closeness is gone. they are just all getting on with their lives, which is fair enough. I found that a good way of making friends up here was to get a job, now i have a few people who I can turn to. Its not the same as a long term friendship but as time goes on you make new memories with your new friends and grow closer. I think you should maybe try getting a part time job or volunteering for half a day a week or something like that if going back home isn't an option. Worth a try maybe xx

#4 by By the story writer on 25/10/2007 13:05:02 (id-737).
Debbie ...... i am currently searching employment where i am.... and do agree that with employment you make friends and have summat different to do with your day rather than looking after kids....... my youngest is nearly 3 yrs old and at school soon........... it is hard to start a new life somewhere new.... you miss your old lifelong friends... and like you said..... you feel the closeness goes and that they have there own lives to get on with.......... i just cant seem to get this feeling of lonelyness out of my system and like i said friends up here stab me in the back......... my friend who i talk to all the time contacted me the other day with his new number.......... he is a person that always seems to have the right words at the right time........i thankyou so much for taking the time to read my story xx

#5 by gloucelady on 28/10/2007 11:49:03 (id-743).
I can totally relate to this, I moved away to be with my husband because of his work. I have lived away for over 6 years now and my situation is exactly the same as yours, I lost most of my friends as they built new lives for themselves and I didnt fit in anymore. They all forgot about me. Infact it happens with family to, no matter how you try to keep the contact going, because you are not living near them anymore, they also get on with their own lives and put most effort into other family members who are living nearer. I am lucky that my mother calls me nearly everyday on the phone, so i keep up the communication but its not the same as seeing people face to face. The situation makes you feel unloved and unvalued. You are not alone in the world, there are loads of us out there believe me. Remember though, you can change your situation at anytime, if things get that bad you can always go back home again, you are the one in control xx

#6 by クレジットカード　現金化 on 23/09/2008 17:00:31 (id-1243).
だと思わない？

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why am i so alone ?

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