*!Lost!*
It all started the day i found out my dad had cheated on my mother with someone who he worked with, my whole life was turned upside down but when my mom found out about this it got even worse life was shi* i had no idea what to do. I found myself feeling sad, depressed, and lonely even if i was having a great time with my friends i just always felt completely empty. My mom and dad now fought almost every single day i felt terrible i started cutting to help deal with the stress which was deffinatly not the right thing to do it only made my life worse. After a year or so i had better control on how to handle things and learned to deal with my life not being perfect but ever since that happened i have cheated on about 5 or 6 of my girl friends and im not blaming it on what my dad did and i never will it was my decision and i think im a terrible person for it. About nine months has past now and i have delt with what i did and that im never going to do it again, but with no girl friend and no one to love me or be there for me i just feel so alone i think im going crazy i feel like dying or just going to sleep and never wakeing up i dont know what to do anymore.............. Please Help!!!
:'( I know im only 16 but please help.... i just dont know what to do anymore
Story shared: 29/08/2007 04:18:46
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I'm sorry. I sense your hurt. Last year my 30 year old son began having an affair with a co-worker. He has 4 children. He has left his family to be with this girl. I hurt for his children. I know that the oldest sometimes wonders if she is not loved enough - if that is why daddy won't live at home. It is not her fault nor is it your fault. I sense that you are a good young man because you care. If you didn't care it wouldn't hurt so badly. Sometimes I can't help but cry for my grandchildren because I see in their faces the sadness. I pray for them and I will pray for you as well. Let me give you a verse from the Bible that I pray for my grandchildren. I'm not trying to preach to you but I felt that this verse gives me hope for my grandchildren. In Ezekiel 18:14 it says, "suppose this son has a son who sees all the sins his father commits, and though he sees them, he does not do such things". In other words, you don't have to follow in his footsteps. You don't have to hurt your children as he has hurt you. Make that decision. Again, I'll pray for you.
I'm sorry. I sense your hurt. Last year my 30 year old son began having an affair with a co-worker. He has 4 children. He has left his family to be with this girl. I hurt for his children. I know that the oldest sometimes wonders if she is not loved enough - if that is why daddy won't live at home. It is not her fault nor is it your fault. I sense that you are a good young man because you care. If you didn't care it wouldn't hurt so badly. Sometimes I can't help but cry for my grandchildren because I see in their faces the sadness. I pray for them and I will pray for you as well. Let me give you a verse from the Bible that I pray for my grandchildren. I'm not trying to preach to you but I felt that this verse gives me hope for my grandchildren. In Ezekiel 18:14 it says, "suppose this son has a son who sees all the sins his father commits, and though he sees them, he does not do such things". In other words, you don't have to follow in his footsteps. You don't have to hurt your children as he has hurt you. Make that decision. Again, I'll pray for you.
i'm 16 and had my first bf like 3 months ago, we were dating for 2 months, and i cheated on him with my best guy friend, just a drunken hook up, but the thing is i never thought i would ever be the sort of person to do that so it shocked me heaps, i donno this will probs do more harm than good but i feel like i might do it again to my next bf in similar circumstance ie. drunk, but i donno, is it just summing that's a part of personality, some people have to work harder not to? xo
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