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NO LASTING PEACE OF MIND

Constantly I live under this blacket of loss. The cloud is so heavy somtimes I feel like life is endless battle with no end gains and real sense.
Most of the time I try to keep strong with hope of a bright tomorrow. There are moments that flickers of hope ignite but not long enough to quench my drought stricken lifetime.
Over years burdens and responsibilities torments me without conclusive solutions. My life history is riddled with hard work time with no real gains to sustain long term goals.

There is so much turmoil in my life that during my off days I do not venture out of my home. I am sick with worries about failing those that I have responsibilities towards. I want to be able to empower them not to lead lives of uncertainity like mine.

How can I change things and live without much worries? Be able to achieve within my meagre resources without letting myself and other down?

Story shared: 10/06/2007 22:56:15

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#1 by Div on 17/06/2007 00:59:39 (id-591).
Am not really sure what to say to you :( I can only imagine that you do not have much time to yourself with all the responsibilities that your holding.
What if you are able to give up the responsibilities for a while if possible? Let yourself experience no burdens or worries, take a weekend away somewhere relaxing, camping maybe? Let your hard work be paid well and do something for yourself. I am not sure what these responsibilities are but are you not able to have a small break away and enjoy yourself with some good old relaxation?

I hope there is someone in your life right now that can help you with these burdens your carrying, maybe a partner, brother, sister? Anyone at all to help you.

Sorry my words are not making much sense to you friend but it's like I said at the start, I'm not really sure what to say :(

#2 by gloucelady on 23/06/2007 20:57:12 (id-602).
Hi there, you sound to me as though you are suffering burn out, you are run down and feel unappreciated. Its all giving and working and getting nothing back in return. I feel this way too, worrying about others and what they will think of you and putting yourself last. You need to start to enjoy life again and free yourself of these burdens that are getting you down. You need to learn who you are again as you have given too much of yourself to others and forgot about yourself. Free yourself and go and get yourself a break a week away from it all and take time out for you and only you. Learn to say no to the constant demands placed on you and spend time in the company of others who will do things for you and make you feel special, hope this helps

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