Is this normal .. ?
Lately i feel as though im just getting worse.. i feel so depressed and cant seem to just get on with life and be happy, instead i put on a front and pretend im happy making sure no-one thinks any different but inside i feel so rubbish. im studying at the moment for my upcomming exams and just have no motivation whatsoever!! the closest person to me (my sister) has just moved half way across the world and now i feel as though i have no-one! life just seems so pointless at times, guys, having no money, family, 2-faced people, liars etc! i hav just split up with my boyfriend who ive been seeing on and off for around 5 months now, but found out he was a liar and a cheater who had no interest at all and basically made me out as though i was in love with him! i dont understand we where getting on so well ..all lies though i suppose! i dont really know how im like this but throughout my life ive just wanted to die, sounds a bit drastic i know but its not over this guy, trust me! ha! but i just feel like if i died it wouldnt matter anyways, i dont know if this is serious or what but is it normal to have thoughts of suicide or just wishing you wont wake up the next day? Do i need help or am i over reacting?
Please help :( x
Story shared: 22/04/2007 16:49:30
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I'm not sure if I have any great advice to offer you or anything, but I wanted to let you know I kind of understand.
I think a lot of people think about suicide, if not seriously at least out of curiousity. Guessing you're a teenager, I'd suggest to tough it out. So much is changing or about to change in your world! Some of it uscks like selfish people and backstabbing, others will be exiting and new...
Life is basically a big adventure, and the direction it takes depends entirely on the way you react to events and the people you choose to surround yourself.
I hope any of this made any sense ;-)
I'm not sure if I have any great advice to offer you or anything, but I wanted to let you know I kind of understand.
I think a lot of people think about suicide, if not seriously at least out of curiousity. Guessing you're a teenager, I'd suggest to tough it out. So much is changing or about to change in your world! Some of it uscks like selfish people and backstabbing, others will be exiting and new...
Life is basically a big adventure, and the direction it takes depends entirely on the way you react to events and the people you choose to surround yourself.
I hope any of this made any sense ;-)
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