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Stop...

I dont know how to start...
I have written this paragraph twice now and deleted it because i just cant put my despair into words.I love him with all my heart and soul and he loves me with all his heart and soul yet becoming one thru marriage has become the impossible.I cant let him go but at the same time we cannot...........oh i cant explain and im sorry for whoever is reading this.I want my sadness,my tears, my despair, my anxieties, my fear, my loneliness, my helplessness and MAYBE MY LIFE to STOP........

Story shared: 21/09/2006 19:26:57

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#1 by Christopher John on 22/09/2006 03:16:01 (id-43).
Thank you for putting something down, I know that it can sometimes be hard to do. You sound as though you are ina real pickle and dont know which way to turn, I am sorry. However you also sound as though you love your partner so very much and he loves you so very much too. I hope that you receive some words of ecouragement. If you ever feel like expending on this please mail me on info@everybodyhurts.co.uk and I will add more text on, if ever you feel like doing.

Best wishes, and Good Luck, CJ

#2 by Lorna Roden on 22/09/2006 10:09:30 (id-44).
This sounds like a real situation for you.
But you love him, right? And he loves you back, right? If I was in your situation, I would talk to him. If you say your relationship is as amazing as it is, then he'll understand. You need to TRUST him and im sure everything will turn out just fine. Seriously!
I mean, you're getting married to the guy u love and adore! What more could u ever want?
Good luck.

#3 by Mattie Rose on 18/12/2006 15:21:46 (id-352).
It doesn't matter what's gone wrong, death won't help. I promise things will get better if you just HOLD ON.Hold on,because nothing gets better if you're dead. He can't be with you, or love you if you're gone./ We can't know you if you're gone.
Hold on. It will get better.

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